Yuna Point of view
i stared to the blank space . What should i do ? Smile and act like everything is okay ? I haven't went to school for around 5 days trying to avoid someone . And that someone is my ex-boyfriend , Yoshinori .
Throwback
"let's break up ," he suddenly announced .
"w-why?" i successfully stuttered while trying to hold back my tears that is already welling up in my eyes . " you are a bet" he replied . I was not surprised but i was hurt . It was not the first time Yoshi did this to a girl . I knew that but i still dated him because he changed me . From the depressed quiet girl , i became quite cheerful because he is always around . i nodded my head and slowly turned around to walked away . "and don't be surprised if you see me with a new girl tomorrow," he announced . i nodded and left while crying . It just hurt . This was the second time i got played by a guy .
Now
i was really depressed for the whole 5 days as i did not come to school for a week . I did not eat well at all . I think i lost weight . I wore my school uniform .
"Yuna , eat breakfast please . You have not eaten for 3 days already . Look how pale you are ," i ignored my kasan and left our apartment . I took a bus to school and was just listening to my music . When i reached my stop , i went down the bus and saw there was a lot of students goofing around . I remembered that Yoshi would always wait for me at the bus stop or in front of the school but now , he was no where . He might be with his new girlfriend .
When i reached class , i saw that Yoshi group was there laughing . Including Yoshi and Aiko , my best friend . "Yuna is back ," someone shouted . All the attention in class is turned to me . I bowed them to show respect . I slowly looked around to see if there is a seat for me because Aiko took my seat that was before Yoshi .
"Yuna-chan , sit beside me ," Aiko asked . I looked at the boys that is surrounded her . I shook my head and when somewhere that was right beside the window . There was a kid who sat here but she transferred because she was heart broken being played by Yoshi . The whole 3 hours , i was staring outside the window but got called a few times by the teacher .
Lunch Time
"hey , want to eat with us ?" Aiko asked . i ignored her but she grabbed my wrist . Yoshi and the other friends of her stand at the side . I pushed her hand away . "i am trying to be nice to you Yuna . Don't ignore me" Aiko continued .
"Then don't be nice to me . i don't need your sympathy . You betrayed me anyways . Leave me alone , i don't need need fake friends like you ," i burst out of annoyance and left the hallway where there was a lot of staring . I went to the rooftop . A place where no one will go because it is blocked but i have my ways . I started to eat the banana that i took from home . My first meal after 3 days of starving .
'What if i just kill myself? Not like anyone really cares even my mum would not care because i am not her biological daughter ' i was adopted when i was three after being abandoned by my biological parents . My mum need to take care of me alone because her husband left her a year before she adopted me . I was scared to fall in love because of what happened to my mum and because i was scared to be abandoned again but Yoshi got the way through my heart . I trusted him but he still abandoned me . I looked down the rooftop and saw people laughing and smiling while eating . Can't that happen to me?
goodbye my first love
end .
Author : this was bad . i did not have any idea so give me some requests please . well how is your lock down in your country going ? do you guys have lockdown ? well , it is not a lock down but we don't have school but we need do online lesson . i am quite sad i cannot meet my friends but it is for the best so people , stay home please and take care of yourself and loved one . Sorry if there is any mistakes and grammatical errors . bai
