The God and Goddess of War

chapter 32

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Jasper's Pov

Making love to Bella is the most amazing thing in the world to me, seeing her face scrunch up in ecstasy as I thrust into her, feeling her body mould against mine as I pressed myself against her…I wouldn't change it for anything in the world.

I knew I should be mad with her, the major in me coming through whenever I thought about all the humans who saw so much of my mate. I hated it! But when I was ranting and ripping into her vocally, seeing her face when she was in her own little world was like a bucket of ice water crashing down on me.

I had instantly searched through her emotions, recognising the faraway look on her features and not in a good way. Her expression hadn't been a pleasant one, her emotions backing up my thoughts as there were only negative feelings present. I didn't like it, especially when I felt her self-loathing, pain and longing.

My anger had left me as quickly as it had come, even though I knew I would still be having words with her later, I knew I needed to comfort my mate. The both of us often had relapses like these due to our past; being stuck in your own thoughts wasn't always a good place to be when you were thinking of the bad aspects of what occurred in your long life.

I sighed as I looked down at my mate as she pressed her naked form against my own, her petite body curled against me as she had her face buried against my neck as she pressed herself against me. It was clear she was still searching through her thoughts; there was nothing else much I could do other than continue to send her my love and devotion until she snapped out of it.

She had been in her haze for roughly two days much to my concern, simply sitting there as she blankly stared at the wall in front of her. I had tried to snap her out of it but due to her instincts instantly recognising me as not a threat she didn't feel the need to snap out of it, not when she had me to protect her.

Feeling her move against me I couldn't help but glance down at her, brushing her hair behind her ear as she glanced up at me with a soft smile.

"You alright now, darlin'?" I asked her, concern dripping from each word.

She replied with a nod, leaning up on her elbows to press her lips against mine as my arms soon wrapped around her waist as I pulled her on top of me. I would never get tired of feeling her body pressed against mine, but I knew what she was seeking now wasn't sex, but comfort and I would never deny her that.

"Sorry" she mumbled against my neck as she went back to nuzzling her nose against me, eliciting a purr to rumble from my chest. "I love you"

"I love you too, darlin'" I told her honestly, both of us simply enjoying each other's company until we were disturbed when there was a knock at the door. I already knew it was Char, hell I was always aware of my surroundings and my instincts were only heightened since Bella's defences were in fact down.

"What do you want, Char?" I asked, hearing her standing outside the door after she had knocked.

"I just wanted to tell you that your phone keeps ringing, its Rosaline"

At that I sighed, pressing my lips against Bella's temple before I slipped out of bed and quickly throwing on some boxers. Moving to the door I checked Bella was covered before opening it to face a nervous looking Char who was clearly concerned for my mates' wellbeing.