you were peacefully taking a shower at around 9pm when you hear the bathroom door open. "who is it!" you yelled pulling the shower curtain slightly open. you quickly make a eye contact with your boyfriend, grayson. "grayson, what the fuck. i told i'd be out in a minute" you said slightly annoyed because this was the only alone time you usually got. "i know i know baby but i just wanted to cuddle i miss you already" he giggled causing you to smile
god the affect he has on you.
you playfully roll your eyes knowing you just saw him 5 minutes ago. "ok i'm getting out, so GET OUT" you said closing the shower curtain, turning the water off. "baby i can stay in here-" he said about to open the curtain to hand you the towel when you stopped his hand. "no please leave" you said sternly. you heard a slight groan escape his mouth then hearing the door open and close.
you were pretty insecure about your body. comparing yourself mostly to grayson's previous girlfriends. but you knew bringing this up to grayson would just make him go on and on , on how beautiful you were knowing damn well you aren't all that. you shook off the thought, reaching for your towel to find out it wasn't hanging up anymore. you completely opened the shower curtain to see your towel was nowhere to be seen
eventually realizing where it was... 'that bitch' you said to yourself. you tried to find your t-shirt you had on previously before taking shower realizing that he also took that too. "fuckk" you softly said to yourself .
standing in complete silence wondering what to do, you cracked the door open to see your boyfriend sitting across the room on your bed with your towel and clothes in his lap. you stared at him with slender eyes as he flashed you with a toothy smile.
you closed the door again looking at yourself. mostly at your stomach fat and stretch marks. you knew you weren't gonna stay in this bathroom forever. you sucked in a breath biting the inside of your cheek knowing what you had to do. you slowly opened the door with your body showing completely as grayson stared at you in awe.
"stop" you said with a serious face. quickly snatching the towel off his lap as he continued to study your body. you sat on the opposite side of the bed with your back facing him. you started to cry, you had no idea why but you were. you tried to hold it in but it just came out hard. "princess!" he said quickly making his way around the bed sinking right next to you. he kissed your naked shoulders causing you to shudder at his touch.
you and grayson have never done it, you always made excuses of not wanting to do it. you felt bad because you knew this was not only special for you but for him
too. it would be his first time as well, but you continued to decline him.
"what's happening gorgeous?" he said wiping his thumb over the tears that wouldn't stop falling out. "stop that" you said scooting further away from him. "stop what?" he said now standing up causing you to look up at him almost intimidated. "your always complementing me...why? and yeah sure im your girlfriend but im not gorgeous or beautiful or any of the shit you say about me" you said now looking down at the floor feeling tears form once again. you heard a sigh from grayson as it went completely silent . you then saw grayson squat down on the floor only to sit completely on the floor in a crisscrossed position
"y/n look at me" he said softly. you hesitantly make eye contact with him as he shot you a comforting smile. "you are absolutely gorgeous, beautiful, stunning, perfect and extremely hot! he said making you snicker. but it really does suck that you can't see yourself like i do. you are the most perfect girl in existence y/n , you don't even understand. i love every single flaw of yours. that stomach fat you talk about all the time that i find extremely natural and beautiful, or your stretch marks holy shit don't even get me started! you don't need to be like all these other girls because the only girl i want is right her." he said caressing your thighs lightly . you started tearing up but with happy tears instead.
"ughhh i swear you're to good to me" you say sliding down on his lap tucking your head in the crook of his neck as he draws shapes on your hips with his fingers.
"you are truly beautiful, you shouldn't give a fuck about what other people say or what other girls look like. you are my gorgeous curvy girl, i love you so much baby girl" he said kissing your lips passionately.
he picked you up quite swiftly causing your towel to fall on the ground. you tried covering your breast and area with your hands but he gave you a look like 'remember what we talked about' . he placed you in front of the mirror as he wrapped his arms around your waist with his head rested on your neck. "look at yourself, admire every flaw you may have and
make beauty of it princess" he said lightly biting your shoulder looking at every inch of you. you continued looking at yourself trying to see what he saw
his words hit you like a bullet
you were gorgeous..in your own unique way. you realized THIS is what he wanted was you. you turned around to look at him with soft eyes and admiration.
he was so perfect, everything about him his body, his heart, his personality absolutely everything. "i love you" you said staring at his hazel eyes you could get lost in. he gave you a smile and pecked your lips a couple times before slapping your ass. you let out a welp as he laughed.
"get your cute ass dressed i wanna cuddle, do your hair, eat HELLA FOOD, and watch cheesy movies pleaseee" he said playfully causing a giggle to erupt from you. "okayy cutie!" you said fixing his eyebrows. he kissed you once more making his way towards the door as you stopped him. "where you going baby?" you tilted your head slightly. "oh- i thought you wanted me to leave the room so you could change" he said remembering what happened earlier today. "no no stay bubs" you say smiling at his consideration. he softly smiled at you, flopping on the bed admiring every dip and curve.
"wow" he said under his breath before reaching for his phone
you smiled and proceed to get ready. you left your hair down with your slightly wet curls falling past your shoulders when grayson walked up behind you with his head on your shoulder, intertwining his hands with yours. "see...beautiful" he said looking at you in the mirror
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hi this is kinda long and shitty im sorry🥺 but i hope you enjoyed it. just a friendly reminder that you are beautiful just the way you are, i promise you that somewhere out their a girl/boy would kill for your body and you will find that special someone that loves every inch of you<33 - lauren
