Blessed by a thug

Chapter 4

Christine POV

I woke up a little happy today from two nights ago thinking about that nigga, today was Saturday and it has been. two days since I saw that nigga. I kinda felt bad that I haven't seen him but today I felt like I was. I walked to the kitchen and realized that there was no milk only a little bit of cereal. I sighed looks like I gotta go steal again. I checked to see if Chris was asleep and he still was that was good which gave me enough time to go the store and steal sum real quick. I put on some sweats and a t-shirt and my black bag and headed out the door.

  I walked down the sidewalk nervous every part of me was telling me to just turn around and forget about it but I have to make sure that Chris was going to have breakfast. I walked into the store looking calm and causal but inside I was feeling nervous and scared. I went to the aisle for milk and got half a gallon since a gallon wouldn't fit. I looked around to make sure no was watching. It was pretty early and not that many people were here. I went to another aisle and stuffed the gallon of milk quickly in my bag. I went to the bathroom and stayed there for a while so they wouldn't expect nothing. I quickened my pace and walked out the store. I felt so relived and frightened at the same time. I walked fast so the milk wouldn't be rotten. At the end of the side walk I saw Q and his boys again shit I hated walking past them. Not making eye contact with them was hard. I walked past them as fast as I could untill someone gripped my arm very tightly. I turned around to see it was Q "Get off me"! I screamed struggling out his strong grip. "Shutup"! he said through gritted teeth. His breath smelt like straight up alcohol and weed he aint even in his right mind. He took a cloth and tied it around my nose making it hard for me to breathe soon I was passed out and wasn't aware of anything that happened to me.

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I woke up naked. I looked around furiously and saw my clothes at the corner of the bed. I quickly covered my self and put my clothes back on I couldn't remember shit but my head hurt. My clothes were rip but good enough for me to run home. I looked around I'm search of the bag but couldn't find it. Suddenly tears ran down my face I had been raped I felt so disgusted and especially I was a virgin. I quickly wiped my tears from my face I ain't had time to cry all I had time to do was get the fuck out. I looked around this place looked familiar. It looked like the apartment complex that Sierra used o stay in before she moved so I knew I wasn't to far away from home. I opened the door frightened to see who was on the other side but gratefully nobody was home. I looked up at the clock and saw it was 1:00 in the afternoon great I left Chris all by him self. I opened the door and quickly ran down the steps I ran as fast as I could even though no one was chasing me I ran till I couldn't no more.

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I opened the door to my home and saw my mother sitting on the couch sniffing crack. "Where were you" she asked her voice very hoarse and sour. "Getting some milk for Chris" I responded simply. "You ain't got no money so how the hell did you go get milk and where the fuck is the milk"!!! she yelled. If I told her I got raped I knew she wouldn't give a fuck. "I  was raped and they took the milk" I said quietly. "Good.. that's what yo sorry ass get teach you a lesson stealin from a damn store Fuck wrong wit you"! she yelled. I looked at her with so much disgust and anger I couldn't control my mouth "because yo ass can't be a good mother and take care of her children instead you rather use that money on crack"! I was beyond rage I ain't give a fuck whether she was my mother or not. I stormed into my room and cried all I could. I cried to there was no tears left I hate ATL  I promise when I graduate I'm out forever. I heard the door open and looked to see it was Chris. "C (christine) you okay" he asked. I honestly aint want him to see me like this I quickly wiped my tears."Yea I'm coo im sorry chris we aint gone be eating today" I tried holding back the tears. "Its okay can we go the park"? Chris asked. I swear I love chris with all my heart he was so understanding and I hate putting him through this bull shit. I took a shower and scrubbed till my skin was tingling I felt dirty and unclean and used. I walled out the shower and put some clothes on.

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I swung on the old crusty swing just letting my mind drift off. I saw Chris climbing the monkey bars and went back to my thinking. I was bored a little so I began walking around a little girl looked about 5 walking by her self  caught my attention. I walked over to her to see if I could help "hi sweetie are you lost"'? she was the cutest think ever she was light skin and had long curly hair and light brown eyes. She nodded her head yes and I took her hand. Soon as we started walking to find who she belonged to a man from behind us shouted her name "Kori!!" we turned around and the little girl ran to the guy. He looked more familiar as the closer I walked to him it was J.

  "Don't you ever do that again you hear me"! said J. The little girl nodded her head. His face lightened up a once he saw my face "well I guess it was fate" he grinned. I blushed and tucked my hair behind my ear. "I guess it was"I smiled. "So what you doing here" he asked. I'm just here for my lil brother and is that your daughter" I ask. "Naah this my sis, you ight you look a lil down" he asked looking concerned. "Oh ok and I'm fine I'll be ok" I reassured him even though I was lying.  He looked at me and could tell he wasn't buyin it. "You wanna get something to eat"? I wasn't finna act hard to get and I know that me and Chris were hungry as hell. "Yea sure" I called chris and he came, we all rode in J's 2015 silver Audi. We went to McDonald's and ordered some food. His phone ringed and he answered it by the look on his face it was sum important.

  "Everything aight"? I asked. "Nahhh I gotta do some important right now but I would love to get your phone number" he smirked. I smiled and quickly faded and the I was embarrassed ion have no phone. "I don't have a phone" I said trying not to look embarrassed. "Aye ma" he lifted my chin up "aint nun to be embarrassed about I know how it is out here I used to live here but there's gotta be some way I can communicate with you" he said. He was so sweet I tried to hold back the tears because of nice he was. "Lets go get you a phone" he said. "What? naah you ain't gotta do that its coo" he was nice but I didn't think he would actually go that far. It was to late we were in front of the Sprint store, we got out the car and told the kids to stay inside the car. "Pick any phone you want but hurry I got to go somewhere" he said. I nodded I was unsure I wasn't used to anyone just buying me anything I want he could tell by my face expression and said "don't be shy ma I'm serious any phone" he smiled. I walked over to he New IPhone 6, "You want that"? he asked. "Yea " I nodded. "Ma'am can I have that IPhone 6 please" J asked. "Ok that will be 899$" the lady said behind the counter she kept stating at J, I felt a little insulted like did she not see me standing here, I know we weren't together but that's disrespectful. We walked out the store and got in the car. "Let me see yo phone right quick" J asked. I gave him a puzzled look and handed it to him. He gave it back "Now you got my number anything you need I got chu and hit me up" he smiled.

   We weren't in front of my building and I was getting my stuff to get out the car. "Come on Chris" I said getting out of the car. I walked over to J's window "Thank you for everything, I'm so serious thank you" I said really meaning it. He flashed his perfectly white teeth "No problem any thing fo my girl and when you need me just hit me up" he smiled. "Ok well I'll see you around" I said. "No kiss" he smirked. I learned over and kissed him on the cheek "You aint say where you wanted it" I laughed. "Truu" he smiled. "bye" I waved. "Bye". I walked up the Stairs with Chris behind me and began to open the door when a bright pink note was in our door.....great we were being evicted.

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This part is similar to a book that I felt that should have finished so I'm finishing it for her

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