It's been about 5 months since Harry passed away. Let me be the first one to tell you, it sucks ass. One Direction just isn't the same anymore, and quite frankly, I think it never will be. Incase you were wondering, Harry was my boyfriend ever since we met at 17. I just miss him so much. The pain is utterly unbearable, and it's ridiculous how hard it is. It is basically a battle with yourself and your emotions. You really just cannot control it. So here is Harry's and I's incredible love story. From beginning until the end.