𝐛𝐭𝐬 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬.

forever rain ; yoongguk (yoonkook)

⸢ i know that there's no forever ⸥

yoongi and jeongguk walked out of a small café near the company building yoongi worked for. as the stepped out, yoongi felt heavy droplets of water fall onto his face. jeongguk looked up at the sky to see more were coming, and fast.

"aigooo how are we supposed to get home now?" yoongi muttered, quickly running to a bus stop and hiding under the cover. he saw jeongguk slowly prancing in the rain and sighed. "gguk you're going to get sick and you'll be sad and tired which will make me sad and tired." yoongi called out to his boyfriend. jeongguk merely ignored him and continued to run around playfully in the rain.

"come on yoonie hyung!" jeongguk shouted through fits of giggles as he got drenched. yoongi felt the edges of his mouth slowly curl up as he watched his childish boyfriend. yoongi looked at the rain, now pouring heavily, then looked at jeongguk.

"if i go out for one minute, will you go under here with me so i can call an uber?" yoongi asked. jeongguk nodded in reply, but the two knew he was lying. yoongi stepped into the rain, taking small steps. jeongguk rolled his eyes and took yoongi's hand and pulled him into his arms. yoongi felt his ears burn up. jeongguk laid his head on yoongi's shoulder.

"see, not that bad." jeongguk mumbled into his ear. yoongi's pale face slowly turned into a light shade of pink. the two stood there for a good few minutes, just letting the rain fall onto them. yoongi laid his head against jeongguk's chest as jeongguk tightened his grip around the older. jeongguk noticed that yoongi had been losing weight for the past couple of months, which was the older's goal, but yoongi slowly became "too" skinny. jeongguk could feel yoongi's rubs against his abs. he also remembered how little he ate when they ate together, and how yoongi only ordered a drink back at the café. he knew exactly what was going on.

"hyung...don't tell me your anorexia's back.." jeongguk whimpered into the older's ear. yoongi sighed and wrapped his arms around the younger's small waist. jeongguk nuzzled his face into the crook of yoongi's neck.

"i'm sorry buns.." yoongi whispered. jeongguk shook his head.

"you know what that does to you hyung! you become under-weight and your immune system starts to get funky and you'll get sick easier!" jeongguk exclaimed quietly. yoongi listened with a frown on his face as he heard the concern drenched in jeongguk's voice. suddenly, a wave of immense pain flooded through yoongi and it took him all his strength not to let his knees buckle. yoongi let out a small pained cry as he gripped onto jeongguk's hoodie for dear life. jeongguk raised one hand to yoongi's forehead, then neck, then nape.

"hyung you're burning up!" jeongguk exclaimed. "it's seems like you have..the...flu.." jeongguk's voice slowly drifted off into silence as he remembered the news broadcast he saw that morning. he remembered the news caster saying that the flu was getting deadlier and deadlier. the news caster advices the people with weak immune systems should take extreme precaution when they decide to go outside, for the flu for them could cause death. yoongi's half-lidded eyes widened as he saw the color drain from jeongguk's face.

"gguk are you okay?" yoongi asked, his voice barely above a whisper. jeongguk quickly tore off his hoodie and put it on yoongi. he pulled the hood over the elder's head and called taehyung, who was fortunately right around the corner when he called, to pick them up. "g-gguk what are you doing? why are you so scared?" yoongi asked as jeongguk got off the phone. jeongguk used one arm to wrap itself around yoongi and the other to hover above his head. yoongi opened his mouth to ask again but jeongguk quickly cut him off with a look. yoongi furrowed his eyebrows in anger. "jeon jeongguk why are you so fucking terrified?!" yoongi yelled, his temper getting the best of him. jeongguk huffed and pulled away from yoongi.

"if this wasn't for your anorexia, maybe you would have a healthy immune system and you wouldn't be dying of the flu! you haven't been this pale since that time you got a fever in college! and even then the doctor said that you might not make it because of your weak immune system! you wanna know why i'm so scared hyung?! because i'm afraid of losing the man i love more than i love life! i'm scared of losing the man who i want to spend the rest of my life with! some stupid bacteria could take away min yoongi, the love of my fricking life! that's why i'm so fucking terrified!" jeongguk screamed. yoongi blinked in surprise. yoongi slowly wrapped his arms around jeongguk's waist and rested his head on jeongguk's chest. jeongguk watched the elder with his eyebrows knitted together.

"it seems like it's gonna rain forever..." yoongi mumbled. yoongi wasn't one that was really good with apologies, so he was glad jeongguk always caught on whenever he was utterly sorry. jeongguk ran his slender fingers through his boyfriend's wet hair. yoongi buried his face into jeongguk's well built chest.

"yeah... forever rain."

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someone: didn't you say you don't really write angst?

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