Charm 2

Ready

I stood there in silence. Not knowing what to do... I started getting so many calls. But most of them, I declined because I already knew what they were going to say. However, I did answer shawns call.

"Hey I already know what happened. But why didn't you turn the song off?" I said quickly.

"Well first off, oh...and secondly, I didn't turn it off. because I loved it. And I still love it. I would also love of you would do a duet with me. I-" I cut him off shortly after he started talking.

"Shawn, that song is so personal to me. I thought that when I recorded that song, I could trust that nothing was going to happen to it. It is such a personal song for me. I have to go. I will talk to you later" I said and hung up.

He tried saying something else, but I couldn't hear him. So I decided to go to the O2L house and see if they heard about it. (Hoping they havnt). I walked up to the house when I got there, and nobody was home.

"Ugh" I grunted and turned around to walk away.

Just as I was walking away, I heard someone.

"Its been too long." The familiar voice said. I furrowed my eyebrows and turned around.

"I love you" Sam said as he ran torwards me and gave me a hug.

Then without hesitation, he leaned in and kissed me hard, but passionately. We smiled under the kiss and pulled away after a 3 minute make out session.

"I thought you were doing a photo shoot or something?" I said quickly.

"I just got back a few hours ago. I never thought I'd see you. It has been too long! I'm sorry for everything! I don't care what has happened between us, I'm sorry Julia! Can we please just start over?" He pleaded.

"Hey my name is Julia. Nice to meet you! What's your name?" I said and winked.

"Pottorff. Sam Pottorff. Its nice to meet you Julia." He said and smiled.

Tears began to fill his eyes, then soon, mine. We went inside and talked for about 5 minutes, then I started to explain everything up to the point where my song hit the radio.

"Well no matter what happens, I Will be there for you. Through thick and thin just like old times." He smiled again and kissed my cheek.

"Well right now, I have to go to the studio, and talk with my manager. Will you go with me?" I said excitedly but nervously.

"Of course. Let's go" we grabbed the keys and took his car instead.

On the way there, there were girls who recognized the car and started following it. As I pulled into the parking lot, a bunch of girls (and a few boys) crowed around me and started screaming. They had posters of me(somehow) and some of the posters even said "follow me on Twitter @____".

A security guard had to escort Sam and I through the crowd, and towards the back. We went through the door in the back and locked it of course. Hundreds of people were there, screaming my name. I have fans, but not like this. This, is crazy. I can't even believe I'm here right now.

When we got into the studio fully, I decided to vlog. And I started my YouTube channel back again about 2 months ago which I forgot to say. Anyways, I took out my camera, and pressed record.

"Hey guys!!! What's up? So today.... I'm at my certainly secret recording studio that I have been going to for a while, and as most of you know, my song 'okay' was leaked onto the radio by accident. Yes, it defiantly was an accident. Anyways, I am here today like I said, and the studio is surrounded with people. This is insane. I love you guys and I will see you soon!" I shut the camera and sat down.

"So, what's next?" I asked nervously.

"This doesn't just go away...your a star now Julia...you have to show the world your songs-" my manager started to say.

"But, most of my songs were super personal. I don't really want to share those. I got upset when 'okay' played on the radio, so what makes you think that I want to play more? I just need some time to think about this...." I said sternly, back to my manager.

"Well you better think quick. You have 2 days. It's friday, and you have until Sunday night to decide. Good luck kid." He Said and walked away.

"Can we please go back home?" I asked Sam. He nodded and we managed to sneak out the back.

When we got to my appartment, I was so exhausted. There were about 5 crazed fans who seemed to have found out where I live. it was pretty creepy, but I couldn't tell them that. So I took some pictures with them, chatted for a bit, and signed some autographs. It was fun, but it just made me more exhausted.

We had finally gotten into the house and locked the door. I was ready to go to bed even though it was only 5pm.

"I don't know what to do Sam..." I said calmly and sat down on the couch.

"Do whatever your heart desires. it sounds so fucking cheesy, but babe...I mean uh sorry Julia..." He paused for a moment.

"I like babe" I smiled and waited for him to continue. He scooted in closer to me and grabbed my hands to hold.

"It sounds cheesy, babe....but, it's shure as hell true. Maybe your manager is right. Maybe you should put out some more songs. If you do, that could give you a bigger way to connect with your fans. To show them that you feel what they feel and that your all feeling the same. " he smiled then leaned in and kissed me.

"Well for now, let's just focus on this weekend till Sunday night. Will you stay over with me?" I asked.

"Of course" He smiled and we kissed one last time for cooking dinner together.

__Sunday Night__

The weekend has gone by so fast and it's already Sunday. Sam went back home after spending the weekend with me at my house. And today, I'm going to tell my manager my final decision.

I got my keys, then hopped into the car. When I got there, there were still some girls outside. So I met them and went inside. I walked over to office #12H. There my manager sat. With a blank expression. And in my arm, was a stack of 3 full song books.

"You ready?" He asked.

"Let's do this"

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