I am a nomad, I don't stay with one girl. And no girl will ever make me settle. EVER.
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(Jahseh👅😘) I stare at my phone and watch the pictures of all of the girls I were with before slide across my screen. I don't even know why I even bother worrying about bitches that ain't worrying me.
I continue to stare at the screen and re-analyze the pictures. I feel shuffling on the left side of the bed and a light yawn.
"What are you doing?" Her soft voice whispers in between yawns
"Looking at pictures"
"Can I see?" She says popping up from the pillow
"No time. We gotta go somewhere. Get dressed." I don't wanna talk about those pictures after what just happened with her🙄
"Okay. Give me a sec." She yells while I walk down the steps to help my mom with lunch
(Her P.O.V💔😭) I go through the multiple shopping bags full of clothes to pick an outfit. I decide on a white cropped button down and matching bottoms. After a bit of struggle, I manage to pull the outfit on and smooth out any wrinkles in the shirt.
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"You ready?" I turn and nod and follow him down the steps
We get seated at the table and get food piled on our plates. We all end up sitting and I feel the little boy staring at me. I slowly turn to him and continue to pick at my burger and fries
"Why is your face like that?" He blurts out
(A/N: If you don't know, the girl in this book shaves off her eyebrows😈 that's what Aidan was asking her about😳)
I choke on my eggs at his bluntness and feel apple juice dribble out of my nose. My hand swings and knocks hot tea all in Jahseh's lap making him rise from table and make the table shake violently. His plate slides to the edge of the table and shatters abruptly. I run over to help his mom get it up but just end up bumping my head against hers.
I step back and try to take in the scene: A scared kid, a hurt boy, spilled food, and a tired mother. My breathing starts to quicken at the sight as I realize how this is all my fault.
I run out and pull open the front door and start to speed as fast as my limp will take me. I dont know where im going but I just need to get away from here. Its seems like I've been running forever.
I end up resting on the sand of a vacant beach and try to regulate my breathing. My body lays in the warm sand as I close my eyes.
Why does these things always happen to me?
Warm tears start to stream down my face and drip down onto the sand.
I get up and walk to the water and admire the deep blue water. I start walking in the water until it's up to my neck. The thoughts of earlier flood into my head.
That was so embarrassing
I get out of the water and pull my converses back on.
I should get back now
I retrace my steps and start the long journey back to the house. I just wish that I didn't run out of the house like that. I should've just talked it out. I need serious help.
I end up in front of the medium sized red brick house and walk up the step towards the door. Three of my knocks echo on the door as I hold myself and wait for someone to come.
Jahseh's mom opens the door with a look of relief on her face.
"Oh thank god, we we're worried" Jahseh whipped his head around and got up from the table.
"Why are you wet? What happened" she got some napkins and started wiping my hair and face.
"Jahseh go get some towels from the closet." He obeyed and ran upstairs
"Tell me what happened and quickly."
"I just was running and came across a empty beach or lake and got inside. Something is wrong with me, I'm trying to remember. But I can't remember it. I'm not thinking straight"
"Remember what? What do you need to remember?"
"When-" I was cut off by Jahseh coming back down with the towels.
"Help her while I get her a drink" she walks of into the kitchen
He grabs my hand and walks me up the steps. I can't wrap my head around why they still wanna help me after all the commotion I've caused over the past few days.
I sat on the bed and lifted my feet up. He carefully pulled my sneakers and socks off. He pulled me off the bed and helped me out of the clothes.
"Here." He sat the towels next to me and dug a kingdom hearts nightgown out of my bag. He wrapped one towel around my head and started blotting my damp skin with the other towel. The gown falls over my body and the towel is unwrapped from my head
He gathers my curls and puts them in a quick messy bun on top of my head. He grabs some cocoa butter and massages it into my feet, legs, arms, and face.
"How do you know how to do this stuff?"
A knock on the door sounds off and I turn in the direction. Jahseh opens the door to the little boy. He walks in the room with oreos, chocolate milk and a pink flower.
"Hey um, I talked to my mommy and she said I shouldn't have said that to you. I'm real, real sorry that I said what I said. I got these for you to apologize. My mom says that expensive things doesn't matter as long as it's from the heart" he held the items out to me and stared at me with his sorrowful eyes
I took the items from him and sat them in my lap.
"Thank you, I'm sorry if that scared you or anything. I should've handled that better" I smiled warmly and bit a cookie.
"Are we cool?" He held his small hand out to me
"Yeah" I grabbed his hand and shook it "we're cool"
"I hope you like the food, miss." He walks towards the door and says "see you, Jah" before walking out
Okay so basically she's been having such a hard time since the incident that little things are triggering her. But her and Aiden are okay now. I really wonder if Jahseh was actually in these circumstances, would he be so annoyed with her. I feel like he would but he knows how it feels to go through traumatic experiences so he's being understanding. Tell me what you thought about this chapter🤠
