You didn't leave me alone. You kept asking for me to open the door.. But I didn't. I eventually started screaming and you stopped... For awhile... And I just sobbed..... And sobbed myself to sleep. When I woke up I was laying by the door, EXTREMELY light headed. I hadn't showered, hadn't eaten, had taken 3 pills day and night now. I stripped myself now and looked at myself... I was skinnier. Maybe he'd stop calling me fat.. I weighed myself and I have lost 46 pounds in total.. I couldn't believe it. Only 34 more? Jeez. Maybe suicide comes sooner. My bones were starting to show. Nobody cares. I went to school after my shower, and I felt like I was about to pass out. You pushed me and you still call me fat. What does it take? I'm 122 pounds... I still didn't eat. You beat me again. Only I passed out almost immediately. You just left me there. But at the end of the day... You apologized.... Saying it wasnt your fault.. That you were being forced. I couldn't believed you. Do you really want to be my friend...? Because last I checked you betrayed, abused, and replaced me. I went home and almost bled out. My arms were losing so much blood... My legs too... My dad came in and all he did was beat me... Were you watching...? I laid there, but never fell asleep. I covered myself with a blanket after getting on my bed.. After washing of course. I was losing weight fast. Fainting more. Hair thinning. I closed my eyes I was half asleep when I heard my window opening and I heard your friends voice chuckling. Your friend brushed their fingers on my hair. I didnt move... But.... I felt my blanket being moved.... Off my legs. I couldn't comprehend what was happening, but I then realized and ToTaLlY didn't kick your friend in the face pushing the person out my window.... I did.... And I pushed the ladder to your window... Breaking it... I started crying... What have I done? I threw half of my body out the window and looked at your friend who was standing yelling words. I didn't know what to do and every inch of my body was aching and burning... Please... If you do something nice... anything...
I'll Forgive you....
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I Forgive You
Random" I won't jump. " She sighed, relaxing her neck. She was still standing on the rooftop ledge. Relief washed over his face when she said that, but it was quickly turned to horror after he heard what she said next. " I'll just fall off " ...And thats...
