Foreplay

Jesses Way

I smelled the fresh air and breeze of the big world I was released into. I was locked up in that filthy ass hole for 15 years. I'm out on good behavior. My sentence was 25 years served mandatory but I had my pops hook me up with his connect. I just had to hold my end down in the pin until it was my time to bounce. I didn't feel none of that shit that went down. I honestly didn't have shit to do with what went down. But nobody wanted to hear my side of the story. They just seen a black man a hard possible crime. My life being stripped from me with an easy crime. Shit was fucked up. I had a lot of time to think while I was locked up. I didn't know who the fuck my dukes was my pops never told me. Sienna is my little sister and I ain't seen her in years. But that was on my part though. It was best I keep all communication cut off with her to save my ass and hers as well too. I came out angry. I beat up niggas, got my ass beat too. I got raped by niggas and I raped some too. I ain't like feeling like no homo nigga. Truth be told nobody knew my story. I had to do what I had too, to save my ass up in there because nobody would for me. Every man for themselves.

I took a long puff of my blunt until I couldn't smoke it no more and threw it out on the ground. I stood there for a minute watching these fancy ass cars go by and thought that I had to get put on. Nobody was going to hire a fucking felon. An alleged murderer at that. All that get right shit is dead. I had to figure out another way. I'm sure I can find one with no problem.
I was broke, no place to stay no job. I needed to find my sister yo. But I had to make a stop first.

I walked 10 blocks to my pops house. At least the old location I had on him. I caught a couple of buses with the little bit of money I had from the night I got arrested. And walked the rest of the way. My pops didn't know how soon my early departure would be he just knew I was getting out soon.

After 30 minutes of walking and catching fucking buses. I finally arrived at his spot. He still stayed in the same place he raised Sienna and I in. I knocked on the door 3 times. No answer . I was getting fucking pissed! I decided to go around and look for an open window and found an unlocked one on the side of the house. Pushing it up I then climbed inside. I shut the window after me. I searched the house and it was a mess. Food out on the counters and clothes every where. It looked like no one had been here in weeks. I searched some more until I found an office room. My pops chair was turned facing the window and I walked up to the chair to find my pops with a gunshot wound to the neck.
Fuuuucccccccckkkkkkkkk! I was fuming at the mouth. Who the fuck did this? Why? What they want? Are the coming after me or Sienna next?
I had to get the fuck out of there and find help. I searched through his office to find anything that could help me. Guns,money, drugs,phones, notebooks. Hell all of that could help me. I came across 20k in cash, a pistol and a burner phone. I had to hurry I couldn't get caught here. I just got home from jail. I'll find another way to come back for my pops. Staying here waiting wasn't the best idea with my reputation.
I went back out the side of the house that I came in at. Making sure no one saw me. I walked calmly down the block even though calm was the furthest thing from me. Once I got about 3 blocks away I thumbed through the phone. I searched for Sienna number.
Ring ring ring.
Ring ring ring
Ring rinn- "Hello?" She said through the phone
"Yo Si where you at sis? Come get me its an emergency!" I said through the phone. I made sure to check my surroundings before I walked any further.
"Jess? I'm home where are you? Where's pops?"
She asked concerned
"Yo just come get me now! On Calvin and Forth st. I'll be waiting!" I said and hung up. I didn't want to keep the conversation longer on the phone than what it had to be. I reset the phone and smashed it into pieces and disposed of it.
I walked up the street further and sat on the front steps of an apartment building. About 10 minutes later. I see Sienna pulling her in her Mercedes.
Life been treating her good my jealous thoughts; thought.
I stood and rushed to the car.
"Hey bro wassup whats going on?" She asked me
"Drive Si far away from here okay."
I said.