I feel you inside,
no matter how hard I try to forget,
my thoughts of you collide,
love is all I have for you,
no matter the way it hurt and hurt,
I told myself I don't need you,
but honestly I still do,
I want to tell you and make you see,
why don't you just look at me,
I am not okay with who I am,
not okay with where we stand,
I don't care about the rest,
my wish for you is only the best,
I can't help but be mad and sad,
also memories of you make me glad,
I see you past the screen,
I know you more than what you think,
but doubt my love and doubt my eyes,
just go away and believe the lies,
it only gets stronger and no use for me to hide,
I act tough and put on a mask,
letting people in wasn't easy,
but with you I did and I can't forget,
your face, the tears, the years I held onto you with no regret, I just only felt us and the wall build high, my life was sinking with my heart, my body drained and I felt my self fall apart, it still happens and even secretly I say,
I love you,
our song was stay,
but even with the blocks and hate,
I want you to look at me,
even when I know it's too late.
