the more i see my wrists
and the scars i put on them
i only want more of them
nobody gets how fucking sad i am because im too scared to express it.
it would hurt people if they knew how absolutely sad i was.
i dont deserve this life
i dont deserve anything
im suprised i havent just ended it yet
im so fucking stupid i cant even kill myself without messing up.
i hope i fall alseep
and dont wake up
please
take me out
