I'm already hurting that I'm numb all within my soul, to the point where if someone hurt me I don't really get hurt no more. I will tell myself that I probably deserve it. I feel like I'm heartless. I loved and hated but all these feelings somehow was half felt by my own heart. I'm scared and angry that I don't know what to do. I'm alone and lonely that I depend on myself so much that, if I break down ima lose myself completely, and that is something I don't ever want to happen. Please guide me to the right path and give me strength to survive ❤️.
