Someone is Always Looking. Someone is Always Caring. But Not About Me

new home... again.

Today I was put back into the adopted center. Every faster family I had always said I was broken, that I am always sad, and I always hurt them... I just don't want to be alive... I yell at them for stoping me from cutting or they want me to eat. I hurt their feelings. My last faster family said that I don't care about anyone but myself. In a way, it's true. I never learned how to care about anyone because I don't want to live anymore... I scared of loosing someone again. I lost my mom and dad. After that i was put up for adoption. My first faster parents were a cute couple! It was two guys together. The one that liked being called "ma'am or sir" killed him self. After that "daddy" killed himself to be with him.... After those two families I had, I never wanted to love again.

This is what I looked like before the pain happened.

This is what happened after....

I gave up on love.
I gave up on families.
I gave up on friends.
Nobody looks.
Nobody cares.
Everyone hates her.
But as far as she knows,

Someone is watching...

(??? POV)
"The girl is broken? Hehehehe... This will be fun!"
I jump down from the tree I was hiding in. "Oh so sister... Just you wait..." (Hey so sister ain't that your mister mister on the radio staro)

(Nathan from the adoption center)
I was having a normal day. Just filling out paperwork. Then the door slams open. "WE'RE HERE FOR SHADOW!" A voice yelled. I looked up. "Oh you want to adopt her? I thought you were here to return her... Heh." The man looked at me in confusion, then another man walked in. "Toby! You hit me with the door!" Another man yelled. 'So his name is Toby....' "sorry Jeff! But we needed to get Shadow!" I got lost in thought. "So we're is she?" The other guy was wearing a mask covering the bottom half of his face. "She is getting her stuff together. I have only one thing to say though.... Please keep her... She has been through so much just give her a chance." The masked man nodded. "Jeff~ stop flirting! Boss said that we need t-" the masked man covered his mouth before Toby could say more. "Y'all are bad at keeping secrets about slender." I say mid facepalm. They look at me with shock in their eyes. Shadow walks in. "Hey girly girl!" I say smiling. Toby and Jeff still stare at me in fear they just gave a monster. No a human their boss's identity. I smerk at the look of it. "Shadow. Don't forget the amulet." I hand her the amulet and fade into it. Oh in case you haven't realised yet. I'm a demon! But I don't get assigned a human I pick one. Now that I'm in my amulet I can take a nap. But as I laid down my boyfriend came in. "Um baby I kinda lit the kitchen on fire again." This is going to be a long night

(SHADOW'S POV)
We all heard Nathan's boyfriend say he lit the kitchen on fire again and I let out a small week laugh. They looked at me confused. "He set a fire in the kitchen two days ago. They got it a smiled. "Let's roll!!! Awwww now I'm craving sushi! Whatever LET'S GOOOOOO" Toby yelled as he ran. Jeff ran after him and I slowly walked. "I'm the car my lady" Toby said in a weird choice and made a funny face. "Now sence I got the keys I can drive!" He Gor into the drivers seat. "Toby nuuuuu!!!!!" Jeff yelled wimpy. "You act like a wimp Jeff!" Everything went silent. "I'm going to sleep so don't fuck or anything." I smirked at the silent kids. Then I slowly drifted off to sleep.