Let's Make Up

Changes

A/N: WARNING!!!!!

There are moments within this chapter that talk about and have scenes of non consensual sex/ rape. These can be triggers. If you cannot read things like this or don't wish to read it, please skip to the next chapter. 

Jungkook's Point of View.

Earlier...

Today has been such a long day but, I am looking forward to giving an excellent stage to ARMY. Their happiness is my happiness too. I look at the time on my phone and realize that I have plenty of time to get my makeup done for rehearsal. I look forward to spending time with Hajung. She is different. She is kinder than some of the other makeup artists. And something about the way she smiles makes me smile too.

I begin to walk towards the makeup room, leaving the snack station by the stage when Jamie makes her way around the corner.

"There you are! I was looking for you," she says.

"You---you were?" My heart begins to race.

"It's time." She grabs me by the collar and leads me down a completely different hall. She pulls me into a random spacious closet and shuts the door. My heart races faster. I look around in hopes of finding another exit.

"Please, not again," I begin to beg.

"You need to learn to behave," Jamie growls at me.

Moments later...

What is she doing now? I think with my eyes shut. The pain seers into the side of my neck. I sigh and bite my lips, trying to hide the whimper. She kisses and bites me again. I begin to cry. Please, stop. Make her stop. She begins to pull down my pants and then rides me. She begins to moan an annoying moan. She pushes my hands back from her and kisses me over and over. I try to catch my breath. Then she moans loudly, reaching her climax. I grit my teeth and try to think of being on stage, where I know I am safe.

Then she stops and gets off of me. I continue to lay on the table in the Janitor's closet, tears still running down my face. I sit up and then stand, trying my best to look like I wasn't just fucked. I look over to her, and she smiles. Jamie begins to pick up her clothes and redress. She chuckles lightly to herself.

"If you tell anyone, I will hurt you. You've been a good boy so far, huh? So do me a favor and stay quiet, or I am really going to punish you. Got it?" I look into her sharp eyes. She grabs my cheeks between her hands and then shoves me against the table again. I catch myself and hold onto the table. She raises her hand to slap me, and I raise my arm to block. I begin to ready myself for the blow, but she doesn't. Instead, she grabs my arm and brings it down. She hugs me and sighs.

Was she really going to hit me like last time?

"I love you so much, Kookie." She kisses my chest. I hold onto her head. Is this love? Does only giving her pleasure mean to love? Is this what Jin-hyung does with Jaime? Is this their love? Is this cheating? This doesn't feel like love.

She finally lets me go and walks out of the closet, slamming the door shut behind her. I sigh a breath of relief. If Jin-hyung or any of them found out, I would be doomed. They'd hate me forever. I walk out of the closet and see the clock.

Is it really that late? I am running late for makeup. I shouldn't have worn my skinny jeans. That is what tempted Jaime. I sigh and make my way to the makeup room. I open the door and there Hajung stands. Her dimples make her eyes like jewels. 

Hajung's Point of View

"Is this okay?" I look at Suga, and he lightly smiles at me. His makeup is perfectly blended. I smile and give Roa a thumbs up. All the girls suddenly call me, asking me to double check their work. I give them all thumbs up. The manager suddenly bursts in.