depressed jeff the killer x oc DISCONTINUED

Chapter 7:

In the morning we all got up and packed up to go back to the mansion. I put up the tent and grabbed my stuff. We all went back talking about how much fun we had. I walked beside Jeff holding his hand. I talked to him about my parents when I was little.

"Jacklynn when is your birthday?"

"December ninth." I answered.

When we arrived we all went into our rooms. I put all my stuff up and grabbed some clean clothes. I took a quick shower and put on clean clothes. I put my hair up I'm a ponytail and walk to my bed. I lay down exhausted. "My birthday is coming up. Why me." Right when I was about to doze off someone nocked on my door. I get up and open it. "Yes?"

"Let me in." It was Lui. I opened the door and he walked in and sat on my bed.

"What do you want Lui?" I stood there my arms crossed.

"Why do you like Jeff?"

"What!?"

"I mean you could have had this. I better face and sanity. Why him?"

"Lui one, your weak as fuck. Two, your not better booking than him. And three, I like boy with out sanity. So in going to say this one thing what's so special about me?" He got up and walked over to me. Slamming his hands on the wall. I was stuck staring right at him.

"You don't know how great you are. You pretend your not special but you are. Your smile makes my day and when you joke around with Jeff right in front of me it pisses me off. Jeff knows I have feeling for you."

"Lui stop yo your scaring me." Tears started to fill my crimson orbs. He gets close to me but I pushed him away. "I said fucking stop!" I yelled tears running down my cheeks. I quickly run out and into Jeff's room. Hugging him I sob into his chest.

"Woah what happened?"

"Your...damn brother. He-he tried to force himself on me."

"What!? I'll kill that bitch!" His voice was filled with rage. He stopped out and went to my room. I followed slowly behind him. When he reaches my room Lui was sitting on my bed. Jeff came close to him and balled up his fist. Right when he was a out to punch him I grabbed his wrist.

"Please?" I raise my hand and slapped him as hard as I could. Lui fell to the floor grabbing his cheek. "Stay the hell away from me." I said in the most serious voice. I grabbed on to Jeff's arm and point to the door. "Now get out." Lui got up and left. 'Why does this always happen to me?'

The next day

I sit on my bed staring in space. 'Today is the third year my mother passed away.' Usually I go to her grave cry a little, OK a lot, tell her how I've been and put flowers on the grave. Do I want Jeff to come? I get on a black dress brush my hair and put it up in a ponytail. I grab some money and leave my room.

Right as soon as I got outside Jeff walked up to me. "Hey what's up?"

"Oh I'm going to my moms grave. Its the day she passed away and I usually do this."

"Want me to come?" I shook my head.

"I like to go alone."

"I understand." He kissed my forehead and I left.

A couple hours later and I reached my moms grave. I lean on the back and start telling her about everything. "Mom dads been treating me worse and worse. I finally had enough and killed him. I don't know if I feel bad about it. He kinda deserved it. I meet someone after I joined a proxy called the creepypaste. His name is Jeff and he's so amazing. I miss you." I tear started to run down my face. "We... Went to an.... Amazing pond *hiccup* and swam some. Remember when we *sob* used to do that? How.. We would hang out all the time and dad was happy. *sob even more* I wish you were here mom. We could have been a happy family again." By this point I was full out crying. "Mom I Wonder if your ever lonely up in...heaven. I miss your smile and your hugs. *sob* I miss you. I haven't been cutting myself anymore thanks to Jeff I feel like I don't need to anymore." A small smile spread on my face. Tears were still falling. "I hope your happy and I'll come back every year. Maybe next time I'll bring Jeff." I lift my head up and start bawling. I change out the old flowers in the vase I bought her and put in the new roses I got. I kiss my index and middle fingers and touch my moms grave. I started to sniffle a bit. I walk away. My cheeks red and puffy from crying.

I arrives at my old house and all of our stuff was still in there. I walk in and find a pictures of my mom. She was young with short black curly hair with a rose buret, she was wearing a green dress that went to her knees. My mom want very skinny because she was pregnant with me at the time. She had both hands on her stomach. One under and one sitting on top. She look beautiful. I grabbed our memory book that had all our photos of my mom and walk out holding the book close to my chest. A few tears fell.

When I returned back at the mansion Sally and Jeff were waiting for me in my room. I walk in and smile still holding the book close to me. Sally runs up to me. "Whats that sis?" I hold up the book.

"Its a book my dad and I made so we could look at photos of my mom when we miss her the most. I thought since my dad is also dead I could take it and hold on to it." My voice faded. "Wanna look through it with me?" She smiled and nods. I sit on my bed and open up the book. The first picture was my favorite. She was wearing a grey crop top that said "punk rock" on it and jean shorts. Her hair was long and her bangs were in her face like mine. I explained the picture to Jeff and Sally. I turn the page. "This was taken before my dad married her. My dad called her his sunshine on a cloudy day or the red rose in a white rose bush." A tear fell down my cheek.

"Why are you crying?" Sally asked.

"Well you see my mom got into a car accident and passed away. Today is the third year she's been dead and I miss her." I said note tears falling down my cheeks. Jeff hugged me and stroked my hair. I calmed down and looked at the other picture. "My dad told me that I look just like her and I'm just as special as my mom. Before he got abusive." I got to the picture when my mom was pregnant with me. "This was when she was when she was five months pregnant with me. She was going on a date with my dad so he wanted to take a picture if her." We looked at all the pictures and I cried through most of them. Sally and Jeff were there to comfort me. At the end of the day I sat with my head on Jeff's shoulder. Tears running down my cheeks. I cried more every year. We sat on my bed in silence for the longest time. I heard a nock and a voice.

"Jacky it's time for dinner." Toby said through the door. I get up wipe my face and walk out. "Are you crying?"

"Don't worry about it." I said with a faint smile. We walk into the dinning room and I sit in between Toby and Jeff. I did not eat a whole lot today. Slendy 'looked' at me.

"Jacky are you feeling OK?"

I take a deep breath. "Today is the third year of my mothers death. I just have a lot on my mind." He nods and finish eating in silence.

OK so not going to lie I cried when I wrote this. It just was so emotional and tugged at my heart strings. The next chapter won't be as sad I promise. Love you all. 💗