(Still in Tyler's POV)
"I'm......gay"
I froze in shock. I mean yeah he had been acting different to school Troye but this ? Well fuck me. Actually Troye can fuck me. Whoa not the time Tyler!
"Oh... DARE OR TRUTH SOMEONE!"
I cringed at my voice crack noticing the smirk on Troyes face.
"IT IS TRUTH OR DARE NOT DARE OR TRUTH MIDGET!"
I faked shock at the name I had been given from extremely drunk Karli. I was pretty shitfaced myself. It's fine we aren't in school tomorrow and I can wear sunglasses and probably hang with these guys.
"I should get going now...."
"Oh yeah me and Phil need to go..."
"Awwww. Can I stay at your house tonight Dan ?"
They all glance to Troye who just shrugs. We both stand up. They all kiss and hug me and Troye before leaving. Saying they will be out tomorrow and won't be able to see us sadly.
"Hey I will stay and help you clean up before I leave."
"Really T-ylah you don't have to."
"I love the way you say my name. It's adorable babe!"
"Hmmmm. Better than babe ?"
"Better than babe."
He comes over to me wrapping his arms around me and sits on the sofa pulling me into him.
"See now you can't ever leave me because bitch you know too much!"
"No one would believe me babe. Also I wouldn't tell people your secret!"
His head was nuzzled into my neck as I could feel him taking in my scent but I didn't say anything I just let him do what he wanted happy when I heard him let out a satisfied hum at my scent.
"You smell so nice Tylah! Fucking hell!"
I bury my head in his hair. He sounds like he's fucking. Ugh I wonder what he would sound like. I can just imagine him lying under me sweating panting and moaning my name.
"Mmm. What do I smell like ?"
"Pinecones and freshly morn grass and me I think."
"With how drunk you are I'm not surprised you are attached to me and have been a lot of the night."
"Hmmm" I felt shivers crawling down my spine at the fact the boy I may or may not have a crush on hugging me so close. Humming against my skin.
Lips pressed to my neck. Not kissing me just gently laid against me. My plan of going home was demolished when I heard quiet snores coming from Troye I took this time to inhale the smell of him and take in his beauty like I always do. Even wasted he was gorgeous. His hair sticking out in random places and bags under his eyes staining his perfectly pale skin.
It was like he had two personalities sometimes. Actually all of the time.
School jock, and group member.
Sensitive beauty, openly gay and comfortable around everyone. Not ice cold. More fragile. I felt like he could break at anytime and I just knew I had to be here. It felt right no matter how wrong it was that I was pressed flush up against him. Lion king playing in the background. I felt my eyelids drooping closed slowly. Until they were closed and I had basically went to shut down mode. Letting the blackness overcome me. The nightmares being able to attack me as I was vulnerable, yet for the first time in a long time. They didn't come.
BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP
I flutter my eyes open annoyed at the sudden sound. I turn over just to find myself face to face with Troye. What happened last night ?! I felt my heart racing but heard him stirring, so I closed my eyes and evened out my breathing so that I could be mistaken for asleep. I felt his hand ride up to the bare skin on the small of my back that was bare because my top had rode up when I turned over. I heard him yawning then gasping. I let my eyes flutter open and let myself yawn waking up still. His gaze caught mine for a second then both of our eyes traveled down to our interlocked - Fully clothed - bodies. I began giggling before it dawned on me of what had happened last night. We were all shitfaced and playing truth or dare. I kissed Phil and Troye said he was gay. The game didn't go on much after that and people left and I ended up cuddled on a sofa with Troye. WAIT BACKTRACK SISTER!
Troye Sivan admitted to me he was - gay....
Holy fuck.
"Well this is a little awkward...."
Then out of nowhere Karli's voice was heard.
"No Troye, what's awkward is that you admitted your sexuality to Tyler and I ain't talking Mathsexual I'm talking gay. Then ended up like this and fell asleep curled together."
"FUCK!"
His breathing picked up and he started getting panicky.
"Troye calm down..."
I grab his shoulders and pulling him into my embrace. Hoping he wouldn't push me off, which thankfully he didn't.
"I promise I will not tell anyone babe."
"You would actually do that ?"
"Of course I would!"
"THANK YOU SO MUCH TYLAH!!!"
My smirk was unbelievable all because of the way he said my name. He turned his head to face Karli.
"Thought you were going out any way nugget ?"
"I am! I'm off to meet Dan and Phil at radio in 10 minutes."
"Oh..."
"So have fun midget! Oh and you too dork!"
She skipped out slamming the door effectively making my head throb. I instinctively buried my head in Troye neck trying to muffle sound and help myself feel less sick but pulled back thinking I had crossed the line only to have Troye hold his hand out to me and pulling me up and swirling me around before pulling me into his embrace.
"Let's get you some aspirin and water Tylah."
"Mmmm"
Our eyes locked for which felt like the thousandth time in the last 12 hours.
"L-let's go out today...."
"Yeah..."
I wriggled out of his embrace feeling the heat rush to my cheeks and many other places. One place that it really shouldn't be. After a while Troye came out. Quiff on point. Cute sweater on and some adorable skinny jeans with his sunglasses hanging on his shirt.
"Well I better drive you to your house so you can get dressed and stuff before we go out."
I nodded gladly walking away from Troye. I got into the passengers side letting myself calm down before he got in and started up the car. Out of nowhere his hand grabbed mine. I found myself squeezing it to reassure him that he could do that whenever he wanted. I got out of the car inviting him in and he said he would just be a second needed to make a phone call. I was skeptical but agreed, I mean he deserves his privacy like everyone else!
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Troye POV
I watched as he slid out of the car and walked into the house. As he closed the door I slammed my head onto the steering wheel.
"Fuck fuck fuck."
How could I do that ? I pulled his head onto my knee, making him nervous and even more cute...I fell asleep hugged into him. Woke up face to face with him. Then fucking held his hand in the car ? I'm so fucking gay and he knows it. How am I meant to stop this now ? I can't even hold myself back from holding his hand on a two minute ride to his house. How am I meant to not do that at school ?
I made myself look presentable before sliding out of the car and walked into the house. As soon as I walked and took in the sight of the living room I just knew it screamed Tyler Oakley.
A younger girl than Tyler walked out and looked at me and gasped. Before running off giggling. Tyler walked down just after that.
"Oh sorry about her.....she's a bit much. Plus she goes to our school and fucking drools over you. I forgot about that yeah sorry...."
"I guess i will just have to stick around with you then"
"Trying to say you weren't already going to ? I believe drunk Troye really doesn't approve. 'You smell so nice Tylah! Fucking hell'. Or do you not remember that and other comments you made ?"
"Fuck off! Drunk and sleepy Troye isn't a good mix!"
"Are you trying to say you lied to me?!"
He turned around and slinked off to another room in the house. I instantly ran after him making sure that the girl didn't see me as I was clearly being a flaming homosexual today. I finally found him and wrapped my arms around him gingerly pulling him into a hug before turning him around so that he was facing me.
"Babe don't be like that. Of course I meant it. You smell beautiful. You ARE beautiful in my eyes in every way."
"Ew Troye!"
My laugh filled the room as I pulled him in and nuzzled his nose with my own.
"You are being extremely lovey and homosexual today. You know that right ?"
"Mmhmm. Hungover Troye tends to get that way with cuties like you. You can always push me off if I get too much for you too handle."
"Never."
His voice was smooth and calming. We were acting like a couple and we really weren't together. No matter how much I would love to be Tyler's. I wasn't. At least not to him. But me, Darli and phil all knew my heart belonged to him and only him. My head was resting against his. Our lips only centimetres away from each other. My breathing was increasing by the second and I could feel Tyler's heart beating extremely fast under my touch.
"You should probably not be so close to me right now."
I jumped back feeling guilty and heartbroken. He ran forward quickly hugging me and whispering in my ear.
"Babe calm down I didn't mean it like that at all! I fucking loved you being that close to me- I er I mean it's just I can hear Sasha coming downstairs..."
So he fucking loves me being that close. I grab him so that we were back to the same amount of space between us as before. I heard his breath hitch as I pulled him in. Most likely thinking I would kiss him. I guess I could. NO.
"If you fucking love this so much why does Sasha matter ?"
"I don't want her telling the whole school -"
"What that we are friends or because she might say we are more because you are opposed to the idea ? Or because you plain don't want to be seen with me. Gee thanks Tyler!"
"STOP OVERTHINKING MY ACTIONS! I don't want her telling them you are fucking gay!"
He pulls away after his little whisper shouting and shouts to Sasha that he is going out before walking out and slamming the door. Sasha slinks into the room, getting as close as she could to me. Almost as close as I had held Tyler but I disliked having her this close.
"Ignore him. He gets like that all the time. Where as I am far more laid back..."
"And far more fucking forward I see"
I didn't mean to sound so harsh but I was pissed off at her and myself. Tyler walked back in stepping back when he saw what was going on. Looking heartbroken making me even more pissed at her. He began to walk away so I spoke up.
"So would you kindly back the fuck up ?"
He turns back around shock covering his face. Tears falling down his face. I felt my heart break straight away. She didn't step back she just put her arms around my neck and kissed me. I immediately put my hands on her chest and pushed her off.
"What the fuck do you think you are doing ?"
"I thought you wa-"
"Sasha don't fucking try saying you thought Troye wanted that he told you to back the fuck up so do!"
She ran off at hearing Tyler's annoyed voice. He looked towards me glaring.
"What the fuck are you glaring at me for ? I fucking pushed her off! IF IS NOT LIKE I WANTED IT!"
He groaned before walking over to me and putting his hand over my mouth.
"Shut the fuck up Troye you know what I'm pissed at you for so don't play that game. I'm sick of games!"
I opened my mouth to reply but as quickly as I opened it I shut it because for some reason my mind decided it was smart to think about kissing Tyler. I almost gave into it when I heard Sasha running down the stairs. She skipped past us glaring at Tyler and winking at me. I saw Tyler start to get agitated so I went with my instinct and pulled him into me.
(NOT LIKE THAT YOU PERVERTS THIS A/N IS AIMED AT YOU @Sofiavlp 😉)
"Remember how I said I was sure you smelt like me ? You really fucking do now stop trying to cover it up with cologne!"
He giggled as I STUPIDLY smiled and grabbed his hand pulling him out to the car. Getting in and waiting for him to get in. Which after a second of thinking about it. He did.
"Why the hesitation ?"
"Why get so agitated when you thought I meant I was opposed to being something more than 'just friends' with you ?"
I gulped at that but I wasn't letting him win that easily.
"Why cry when Sasha got so close to me ?"
"Why make sure you got rid of her before I left ?"
"Why get so angry at her ?"
"Why say I was beautiful to you in every way ?"
"Why wouldn't i ?"
"Why- wait what...."
"Hmmm shut up I need to concentrate so that I get us to the right place without getting lost."
He looked at me in shock before shutting up. Looking like he was thinking about what I had said before. Well I'll be damned. I got Tyler Oakley to shut up. Not too bad for only talking to him for a day.
And crushing on him for months and trying to observe everything he did so that you knew all you could about him ?
Mind can you not. I need to concentrate. Not on Tyler. For now. I shut Tyler up. I may use that technique forever. How about just for now and then maybe after a while kiss him to shut him up ?
Yeah. If a while means like sometime today, since you can't keep your hands of him...
I drove quicker than I probably should have finally getting to our destination. I got out of the car expecting Tyler to as well but he was far too deep in thought for that right now. So I made my way to his side of the car. Opened the door and managed to unbuckle him and pick him up before he registered what was going on.
"Tyler ? Baby are you okay ?"
Someone was running up behind me. I turned around and saw a older woman that I had seen pictures of Tyler with at his house.
"Oh hey are you Tyler's mom ?"
"Yes why ? Is he okay?"
"Yeah but he's in deep thought and I can't seem to get his attention."
She began giggling before gesturing for me to put him down. She touched his hand and whispered something in his ear that brought him back to earth. He looked shocked for a second before slapping her playfully.
"Ty!"
"Oh my god Heeeeey baby girl"
I looked at them confused before she burst into laughter falling into Tyler's lap.
"What did she say ?"
"That she was your mother"
"ANGIE! No my mother is called Jackie. This is Angela aka Angie my baby girl! She's a family friend but she's not as old as she looks she has A LOT makeup on so that she can work here and they think she is old enough when she's actually your age Troye."
"OMG SO THIS IS TROYE!"
He instantly covered Angie's mouth. Laughing awkwardly. I smirked at him before letting out a low laugh. Surprising at how low it was. I guess I underestimated how turned on I could get from flustered Tyler. His hand dropped from Angie's mouth and landed limp beside his waist. Eyes wide and mouth wide open. Angie was practically the same. I scratched at my neck awkwardly.
An hour after the awkwardness me and Tyler were walking around our destination laughing obnoxiously loud and before I knew it tyler had snapped a picture of us laughing. This light made his hair look like it had a purple tinge to it. He suited it. The picture was cute.
"Whatcha gonna do with the picture ?"
"Keep it....what else?"
"Ugh oh I dunno I was just wondering...."
After a long silent pause I decided to talk again.
"Feel like staying at my house for the weekend ? Karli will probably be out"
"Oh....you know what why not"
I smiled at him before throwing one arm around his shoulders and walking. After a while he reached his hand up and began holding my hand that was lying on his shoulder. He looked up at me as if asking if that was okay outside of the house. I slowly nodded at him realising that we had managed to somehow walk into some empty barn. Everything seemed to be going slow. I felt myself slowly leaning in to Tyler since he had snook over to me holding me tightly with his arms around my waist. My arms made there way around his neck, my eyes wide at the fact we are doing this. We were less than a meter away from kissing when suddenly the doors slammed open startling us. We looked over to the doors to see Angie standing there,shock clearly shown on her face.
"Thanks ang....."
I barley heard his whisper. I went a bright red and turned my face away from Angela and Tyler.
"Oh my god....I AM SO SORRY TYLER!"
I heard her voice and she sounded genuinely concerned and like she felt guilty for interrupting us. Tyler let go of me walking over to Angela. I didn't move but noticed him walk out of the barn.
"I'm so sorry Troye...."
"I-don't worry about it Angela it's fine."
"Please call me Angie no one calls me Angela unless they are pissed at me which I guess you kind of have reason to. Do you like Tyler ?"
"Of course I do!"
I began walking out when I felt her hand grabbing my arm. I turned my head to look at her.
"How long for ?"
"Months....maybe a year. Look don't repeat that only 6 people being Karli, Dan, Phil, Me, Tyler and you know I'm gay."
She nodded letting go of me. I put my hands in my pocket and put my hood over my head before walking towards my car guessing Tyler would be there. I went quiet when I heard quiet talking. Is he talking to himself?
"Fucking well done Tyler. Angela is going to feel bad and Troye is fucking scared shitless that you tried to kiss him. Fucking well done!"
He whacked his head off my window and then swore. I cringed and slowly shook my head before walking closer and unlocking the car before climbing in. Rolling down the passenger seat window and looking at Tyler expectantly.
"Get in then!"
He slowly climbed in but stayed silent the whole ride back to my house. When I parked in front of his house he looked at me tears in his eyes.
"Tyler I'm not dropping you off! I'm here so you can get your stuff for staying the weekend...if you still want to stay...."
His eyes filled with joy and he leant forward and hugged me awkwardly before getting out of the car and walking to the house. I got out and followed him not sure if I was invited in this time. I just stood at his door.
"Troye you are always welcome inside my house"
"OUR house Oakley. Also indeed Troye you are."
I looked over at Sasha glaring at her first then looking back at Tyler.
"Come on..."
I followed him before realising we were going to his room.
Crap. Calm down Troye, calm down. You can do this! Without pouncing on Tyler you can do it all weekend.
You don't believe that...
Ugh.
"I feel bad for you."
"Why ?"
"Sasha fancies you. She isn't gonna give up..."
He was mumbling and sounded so down. I closed his bedroom door before walking up behind him and snaking my long skinny arms around his waist.
"So. I have you don't i ?"
He nodded slowly like I had earlier. My mind flashes back to that moment. Goddamn Angela.
"Of course you have me"
"Then I won't have to worry about her then will I ?"
I heard his breath catch when he felt me mumbling into his neck. Not the first time.
"I guess not...."
A/N
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