Song: R - Reflection, RM.
BTS taught me to look at myself in the mirror everyday and hope for a better day. Today might be a bad day, but there is still a tomorrow to go. Where there is bad, there will be good too. A good day will come. It might be late on it's way but it will show up.
They taught me that there might not be a opposite of the word 'loneliness' but being alone doesn't exactly create loneliness. It is you who creates it. You with your thoughts, strengths and flaws will never be lonely. Each person has a unique story and different views, there is no one great or no one bad. It all depends on you.
"I know every life is a movie. We got different stars and stories."
"In the darkness, people look happier than the day. Everyone else knows where they're supposed to be, But only I walk without a purpose."
"I want to be free. Because Right now I'm happy, but I'm unhappy. I'm looking at myself, I wish I could Love myself."
Bts constantly reminded me and assured me that, I'm not the only one walking without purpose. They've been through it too. Its okay to not have dream, for what its worth, you will reach to it all by your own one day. They taught me that, its alright to stop, there is no need to run without even knowing the reason.
"If you have moments where you feel happiness for a while, its alright to stop"
They showed me that, a dream must not always be something grand. Big or small is still a dream.
"The world is just another name for despair. My height is just another diameter for earth. I am all of my joy and anxiety. It repeats everyday, the love and hate directed back to me."
They told me to stand in front of a mirror and smile at it. My reflection will smile back at me. If I cry it will too. They portrayed that the world is nothing but reflection. It is you who are responsible for it. Whether you want to be strong or weak, happy or sad, it is your choice. They told me to choose wisely.
And now I smile at the mirror everyday in the morning , the day may turn out to be a gloom but at least I learned to smile everyday. Let it be for that moment, I was at least happy for a while. That's all it matters. And maybe someday, I will start loving myself too.
"Loving myself might be harder than loving someone else."
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FanfictionBTS didn't give us wings. They taught us how to use them. They healed our broken souls and mended our wings. They opened up the lock in our heart, and thus becoming a key to our lives. They made us realize that loving ourselves might be harder...
