Belarus
I wake up in Taymor's arms. I slowly get up so I wouldn't wake him. So I'm just sitting on his bed thinking about what happened yesterday. I still couldn't believe that Chanel would do that. I told her everything. I hate losing friends but shit happens I guess. I hear a sound from my phone, it's Maddie.
Maddie💗: hey girl, just wanna say that ima be here for you no matter what. I love u like a sister❤️ call me when you can.
hey maddie, I appreciate you for always being there for me. I can't thank u enough for that. I love you too💗 I'll call u when I get home.
After I get done texting Maddie I go look for my pants. I decided that I was just gonna wear one of tays hoodies today. After I pick the hoodie I want, I go kiss Taymor on the forehead while he still sleeping. I then go and call my brother telling him to come pick me up. I wait outside on Taymors stairs steps. Jesus then calls me telling me he's outside. I walk over to the car and hop in.
Jesus: wassup sis!
Belarus: qué onda (wassup)
Jesus: why u ain't come home last night.
Belarus: cuz I spent the night at taymors duh
Jesus: but why tho, u better not be doin the nasty.
Belarus: cochino (nasty) why would u think that.
Jesus: you never know sis, was just tryna look out.
Belarus: ion need u lookin out Im grown.
Jesus: whatever u say.
Belarus: and to answer your question I was there porque (because) sum shit happened last night w me and Chanel. So he picked me up.
Jesus: what happened?
Belarus: I'll tell u about when we get home.
Jesus: ok then.
I go and grab the aux cord to play music. I decided to play one of my favorite song just to get the mood better.
Me and my brother start singing along with it. We grew up on this song. Our dad would always play this before he passed away. Both our mom and dad would only listen to 90's r&b/rap. That's the shit me and Jesus grew up on and when song like this play me and my brother have a whole concert. We lost our dad my freshman year of high school. He died in a car accident. It was hard on both of us, we both had a strong bond w our dad. It broke my mom, now she has to work everyday to support us. One of the reasons that she doesn't like to be home is because when she sees us she sees a part of him in both of us. And that hurts her. All we wanted when my dad passed away was a mother to comfort us but she didn't. Me and my brother are thankful for supporting us but all we wanted when our father passed was to be next to our mother but instead she distanced herself from us. I can't forgive her for that. She calls us about 3 to 4 times a week to tell us that she has to work out of town. But both me and my brother know that she has a whole new life in Utah. She likes to say she's coming home, but lies to us last second and says "they need me to stay". I even heard she's remarried. It's alright tho cuz I got my brother and that's all I need in the end.
Jesus: I know there's a lot on your mind so I was thinkin we go spend sum time together. Whatever we do it's on me.
Belarus: that would be great. Thanks J.
Jesus: don't trip bout it, we all we got so I try to do sum special for the sister that puts up w me everyday. Not even my own mom does that.
I can see the hurt in his eyes when he said that last sentence. My brother took it hard when my mom stopped coming around. He holds this grudge and I don't blame him cuz i do too. While he's driving our dads favorite song comes on.
Me and Jesús start rappin. We havin a whole concert in our car. The volume is to its max. Moments like this when we're remembering our dad I enjoy because through this song I hold this memory of him.
Jesus: it's gonna be his 3 yr anniversary soon
Belarus: I know
There was Silence for a min till he asked me where I wanna go. I decided that we should go to a spa. Took him awhile to agree because he said that's "gay". So I look at 5 star spas. When I found one he heads over there. I then hear a sound from my phone. It's Taymor.
Taymor ❤️: hey bby, where'd u go?
Hey baby, my brother came and picked me up. I didn't want to wake you so I didn't tell u. Sorry
Taymor❤️: it's cool babe, just tryna make sure u safe. How u feelin.
I feelin better, me and Jesus are gonna go on a lil spa day to get my mind off of what happened.
Taymor❤️: that's good bby, we'll be safe and call me when u done. ❤️
I will baby❤️
Me and Jesus get to the place and pay for the services their providing. We get into robes and lay on the table to be out facials done first. After that we got massages. Each service was 1 hr and a half. Once we were done he said he wanted to go to the mall so that's what we did. So while we was drivin there I wanted to stop and get chicken nuggets.
Jesus: I swear yo ass always wants chicken nuggets.
Belarus: not even u trippin.
Jesus: ok buddy, whatever u say.
So he gets my chicken nuggets and I enjoy them on our way to the mall. When we arrive we park then hop out.
Belarus: so Whatchu tryna get.
Jesus: ion know tbh, just wanna buy sum new stuff ya digg.
Belarus: I feel ya.
So we walk into almost all the stores and he hasn't bought anything.
Belarus: I'm tired of walkin Jesus hurry and buy sum.
Jesus: one more store
Belarus: u been sayin that. Ugh whatever but if you don't find sum in this store we leavin.
Jesus: ok
We walk into footlocker. I decide to go sit down. I'm scrollin on my phone while he's lookin. He walks up to me.
Jesus: yo ain't that yo ex and yo best friend?
I look up to see that mosiah and Chanel were hand in hand lookin at shoes.
Belarus: yea
Jesus: thought y'all tight.
Belarus: were*
Jesus: let's leave.
Belarus: aight.
While we walkin out Chanel and mosiah were looking at me and my brother w dirty ass looks. Like she wasn't tryna ask for my forgiveness.
Jesus: who tf u lookin at bitch
I hear Jesus yell at mosiah
Belarus: Jesus lets go now! Ion want u fighting.
Jesus: nahh, I been waiting fo this.
Mosiah: listen to yo bitch ass sister lil homie
When he said that Jesus started fighting him. While I was tryna take him off I hear Chanel say sum to me.
Chanel: always havin yo brother protect yo ass
Belarus: as he should.
I pull him off of him and we leave. We get to the car and he's furious.
Belarus: why?
Jesus: why what Belarus.
Belarus: why fight.
Jesus: he called u a bitch, and I swear on god that I won't ever let an other man call u a bitch.
Belarus: it's just a word.
Jesus: to you it is, but to me it's more than a word. To me it's means that you are lower than him. Like he has power over u. I know for a fact that u a queen and i won't let nobody and I swear to god nobody ever call u in front of me and get away with it. Shit might hit up Taymor so we can fuck up this foo
Belarus: no u will not do that I don't need both of u getting in trouble.
Jesus: I'll try not to but idk.
We arrive home and I go upstairs and take a shower. Once I'm out I call Taymor. I tell him everything except the mosiah and Chanel part. Bc Im scared that if I tell him he's gonna wanna fight and I don't want him to fight. We hang up and I decide to go to sleep cuz tmr we got school. Hopefully no drama happens tmr but u never know.
Thanks for reading. Ik this is ass but bare with me!
