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˚Jungkook✧༚
I've always been straight my whole life, I looked up to my dad and wanted to marry a beautiful woman just like my mother. I wasn't homophobic or anything, I just don't like the idea of me going out with another guy. To me, it's weird. But, this is where my life suddenly changed, meeting him was fine at first, but as we grow older, he has me question my sexuality now and then. Am I gay? Am I bisexual? Or straight with just silly emotions. And I hated how he made me feel this way, but... I didn't want it to stop for some reason.
I don't know! It could just be my emotions playing with me like always. But, it feels like I'm missing something, every time I look at girls, they are so attractive and I want to get to know them better, but with him, I get butterflies. He's always on my mind, I admire a lot of things about him, and he has the most amazing personality. Agh! Maybe I am bisexual...
UGH! When it comes to feelings I don't know what to think.  I feel like I'm missing key details base on love and just not noticing it.  Maybe I should start ignoring him from now on.. until summer break. It's currently January so this will be a long way. He's been my friend since Grade 6 so we are basically childhood friends or something beyond those lines.
I don't hate him or anything, just trying to do the best for our friendship...
And he always gives me these feelings and I can't avoid it...

    Hopefully I...
        Hopefully, I won't fall in love with him.

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   Jimin
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          It was a Saturday morning, I woke up at 6:00 am, the sun was beaming and rising outside, the view was amazing, that's one of the reasons why I love living in an apartment alone, and peaceful.
I got up and exit my room walking to the bathroom
Brushing my teeth and took a bath. I walk back into my room and wore whatever is inside my closet.
        Jimin's Clothes:

         Jimin's Clothes:

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  I always wake up very early, that's because I could have more time to hang out and get energized

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  I always wake up very early, that's because I could have more time to hang out and get energized. What can I say? I am one hyper guy.
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I decided to take a walk and then saw a nearby park, just a few couple minutes away. Once I got there, I  saw a very familiar face on the swings...

It was Taehyung! Taehyung is a fellow friend of Jimin and they both enjoy each other's presence.

" Oh! Tae! Hello! " I said.
" Sup. " Taehyung replied
" Didn't know you were coming here. " I said as I chuckled.
" Boi, it's nice out. I ain't some sort of couch potato who eats junk food and watches tv all  day." As he pouted
" Sure. " I  said sarcastically as Taehyung scoffed.
" How's school for you huh? " Taehyung trying to start another conversation. " It's okay I guess. " I answered.
" Nice to know that you're finally relaxed for once and not overwhelming yourself. " Tae said.
" Hah, Thanks. " I thanked him.

It was quiet for a few awkward minutes and we started to talk again. As we started to see someone else familiar too.

" Oh. It's Jungkook! " Taehyung said loudly.
" OI! BUGS BUNNY! " Taehyung yelled at him.

Jungkook looked behind him and saw Tae and Jimin on the swings.

" GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE AND SAY HI TO US! " Tae demanded.

Jungkook rolled his eyes and started to walk over to us

" Heyyy Kookie! " I greeted him.

But all he gave back was an awkward look.
It didn't bother me at first, but when Taehyung said hi, he seemed so much happy and hyper...

Why?...
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" Heh, coincidental huh? " Tae asked Jungkook.
" That can never be truer haha. " as Jungkook and Tae started talking.

I started to third wheel. I moved over to the other set of swings as Jungkook took my spot.

Being close to Taehyung. Is it something I did?... What did I do? He never does this when we were talking...

I sighed and just listen to what they are saying.

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Soon after, I got sick of being left out, every time I would try to speak, they would just ignore me. I'd tried making them look at me, but they won't budge. So I stood up and started walking away.

" Oi, Jiminie, where you going? " Tae asked.

Oh, now you start giving me attention?

" I'm going back to my house, I forgot my phone there! " I lied as I walked away.

Third Person ( N/A )
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Tae shrugged as he started to talk to Jungkook
again. But Jungkook stared at Jimin as he left, he felt bad. But he knew this is what he had to do, he isn't gay!

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" I can tell you how much I wish I didn't want to stay,
                   I just kinda wish you were gay <3"

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