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We're finally done with the first week of school, the weekend (though i skipped friday). I dont do much on weekends or summer.. same same, im always inside sleeping or playing with sharp objects or with things i shouldnt mess with.
My aunt comes upstair and knocks letting me know "honey. You have a visitor downstairs, most likely a friend ". This confuses me cause i wasnt expecting anyone plus i havent had anyone over in years. It shocked me a bit, so i went downstairs to the door. And out of my suprise i find myself looking at lace. "H-hey, hi yeah i didnt see you at school friday. So i thought I'd come over to see you!"
My ears now pointing down kinda frightened.. "how did you even find me.." she quickly says "school website". By then id think shes creepy but im not better than her. "Right.." i reply with a bit of caution in my tone
I invite her to come in.. i mean like id say my aunt keeps the house clean but my room wasnt the neatest, though i wasnt super messy but i didnt care we went to my room and spent about 15 minutes in silence..
"Look if im gonna be silent id much rather be silent on my own lace, im more comfortabl-" she interrupts me mid sentence, "y-yeah okay okay, what do you wanna talk about then" at this point she sounded desperate and i was getting bored. Sooo i might aswell use her as entertainment before she goes
"Say you dont happen to mind being a test subject for my knifes, do ya?" i can begin to really see her getting kinda scared covering the last cut i made on her leg..
"That a yes??" I begin to pick of the blade from tuesday. She picks up her hands in defense in front of her, waving them around
" w-WaIt wAiT, id much rather do something else! Im to young to die!" She yells. I look at her with a cocky smirk. Now making fun of her, "honestly, you should've seen the look on your face i wasnt gonna actually do it again, i said i wouldn't." I mean i thought it was pretty funny she was scared.
She pouts and takes the knife from my grasp. And lays a nice deep cut right beneath the last cut i made letting the blood ooze out slowley.
And begins to chant, "so thats what you like.", i look at her. And her at me. I have an unamazed look on my face, i use my fingers to touch the blood and lick it off my fingers, and she blushes,
And i reply "if that makes you blush then i have to say you're either embarrassed about it or just right for me- but then again.. we dont even know eachother."
I look back at her and she looks down "yeah.." she says in a sad tone, yet again unamused face. I flick her wound.
"HEYTHATHURT!!"
something was off, i still wasnt entertained enough. I not only wanted, but needed more. I had this human being in front of me in my room for once, someone who'd actually talk to me like i was normal now. And i wanted to take advantage of it..
This wasn't a normal feeling for me.. its just been to long that im not willing to let it go.
just in case she yells i put my hand over her mouth and stradle her. The blood thirst look in my eye that i had in this moment got the best of me, as begin to bite and suck on her neck. To do this all out of no where must scared her pluse not to mention my fangs must've sunk into her skin because after a nibble came a small bite,  it really startled her and she pushed me off her.
I smile and laugh, but she. She looked disappointed.  But not mad about it.. I'm a terrible person, i wouldnt care much about this. But i do wonder why she was so disappointed.. but. After everything i did. She decided to stay. I wasnt so fond of the idea, but she managed to convince me.  We fell asleep around 1am...

Sweetie your friends on the phone
Ill be down in a bit mom
Okay she'll be on the line
Thanks mom

K, you need to understand theres no monsters under the bed
But dad-
No buts, sweetie. Monsters arent real
Dad..
Fine, if you see them again tell them your big scary father will punch them!
Yes dad!

Mom...
Dad...

Please. No..

Thats all i remember
Wake up
Wakeup
Wake up
Wake up
WAKE UP

I wake up crying frightend and sweating. Lace shaking me to wake me up yelling at me telling me i was sweating and moving and groaning a lot in sleep... this is why i didnt want her staying... "im sorry, ill be right back" i get up from my bed and go to take my sleeping pill coming back to my bed and once again falling into a deep sleep.