Sweetzzie's Realizations

#1- Love

I've realized something about the word 'love'.

But to specify it, I've realized something when I said "I love you" to my mother a few minutes ago.

I realized that when you love someone so much, the word 'love' doesn't even describe how you feel. You feel more than 'love', I guess.

And then, me being me, I didn't want to use the word 'love' anymore, even if this happened a few minutes ago.

It just can't describe how I feel about my mother. She's done so much for me, I can't even say 'I love you' to her tomorrow because it just doesn't sum up my emotions.

It just might be me, but think about it.

When you tell someone you love them, just saying that isn't enough. You have to say "I love you to the moon and back, then the stars and back, times nano millions!" (Just learned that from my mom. Teehee)

And it's now frustrating me so much I can't sleep because I have to write this all down!

Then I reread it and it doesn't make sense!

(Ok, here it goes.)

Love is just a term. A very bad term.

And yes, I love you, mom, but even writing that doesn't make me feel that I've told you, shown you, my love for you!

(I just said I don't want to use love then I say 'my love for you'. Weirdo-Me.)

Ok, so love is a bad term, but it also tells them how you feel???

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I guess people are right, love is a mystical magical thing that no one can explain.

~The very confused Sweetzzie