[tears]

here

nowhere.
i run through nowhere.
with tears trailing my cheeks nonstop.
with my heart beating fast and with my body yearning for death at every second.
i stop as cry in frustration.
knees down, and my head to the dark sky.
"God!" i called out, my emotions heavy and my body attempting to give up.

"where are you..."

almost inaudible, almost a whisper.
my voice betrays me and the hundred questions i always wanted to ask you fail to come out.

no dramatic description is needed.
though my throat is sore,

"i am in pain."

i confess, while i clutch my chest.
"i am suffering. i've been robbed, stabbed and forsaken."
i continue to rant out. the pain that has been growing inside of me is too great that it seem to need another place as it filled my system already. i feel like bursting out, but at the same time suffocated.

"i need you."i cry once again.
"where are you?"

...

"i've always been by your side."
someone suddenly speaks and put your tears into halt. someone holds your shoulder and calms you down. the touch like a lullaby--patting you soflty, until your heart relaxes and you finally rest.

"i am here."
He says, once again.
"and i will always be here"

"i allow no suffering to go in vain.
rest my child, and later see,
the joy i have brought for you."