"Well you look damn good" he said making his way to me "I look like a mess" I said laying down " hell no" he said laying down next to me hugging me "Goodnight z" i said "Night baby" he said
* skip a few days * Zions birthday is in 2 days I decided to book a flight to Spain for us cause z had to deal with too much stuff the last days Also I asked if the boys wanna come with us they all wanted to come Also the movie was done so I was free I also asked all the people if they could come to a house I booked for the birthday Me and the boys planed all the party Organisation stuff and bought all the drinks
*skip to the birthday * Me and the boys planned that there gonna go to the studio and after that there coming to the house It was 10 am I showered and put on my fit
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I told most of the people to not post anything about z birthday so he's expecting nothing big
*skip to 10pm* All the people were there now and z was arriving All the people told him happy birthday Than it was my turn "Heyy" i said getting nearer to him "Yo" he said " happy birthday thank you for everything" I said hugging him " thank you too for all this " he said "It's youre fucking birthday what did you expect " i said "Aww ily" he said "Love you too" i said "Now go and enjoy your birthday " I said Than someone came and told him too happy birthday so I made my way to the kitchen to fill up new drinks and get the cake We all celebrated than we pulled out the cake and sang happy birthday
" z can I talk to you for a sec" I asked "Sure" He said We went into an empty room "Why tf is sammi here" I asked "Idk" he said scraping his neck and looking down "Z stop now tell me the truth" I said "I called her and told her she should come" he said "okey it's your birthday you can decide I guess" I said going out of the room "oh and also we're flying to Spain in 3 days but you maybe better do that with sammi" I said walking away "Wait" He said "Go enjoy your birthday z I don't wanna be the one ruining it" I said looking deep in his eyes my eyes started to water but I didn't want anyone to see me cry
"Jo y/- " that was the only thing I heard I went to the bathroom and just sat there After good 5 mins I stood up and made my way to the backyard I've seen z talking to sammi and she was laughing and stuff I Just walked out
The backyard was packed with people but I've found a place where I could sit alone and just think I didn't even know why I reacted like this cause I'm never mad about anything or something But that shit broke my heart kinda
All the time I'm not with z I can't get him out of my mind when I see him smile I have to smile When I look in his eyes this feeling in my stomach won't stop Maybe I do love him I just thought
When Brandon came: "Hey y/n everything good" Brandon asked sitting next to me "Yeah everything good" I said "You don't look like it " he said "It's okey really" I said "You can talk to me you know that right" he said " I'm good thank you" I said "K" he said standing up
After some time I was about to go in when Simba came up to me and cuddled me Than I've got in I usually never even touch alcohol cause I think it's disgusting But I thought if I just drink it maybe I'm going not to think about what happend
After a lot of drinks I just sat down on the couch " jooo bro u good?" Edwin asked standing behind the couch "I'm fine I'm always good" I said He than walked off 2 minutes later Zion came up to me and sat down " Jooo y/n you should go home" he said " yo go away from meeeee" I said "Nop u are the one who should go" he said " tf hell no go go sammi is waiting" I said "I told her to go home after we talked " He said "Wait" I said and looked around Z just sat there and looked at me I hate it when he always feels like he is the one who's right "You still told her to come" I said and turned in his way I've put my legs on the couch so I can face him "And now?" He said "Now...you..em..." i said I didn't know what to say after that He just laughed " I hate you" I said "Stfu girl u know u love me" he said "Zzz stoooppppppo Talkin to me you know I can't be mad " I said "Soo Spain?" He asked "Mhm" I nodded still trying to be mad "Bro stop with that" he said "With What?" I asked "Being mad" He said making this ironic sigh I looked at him than laughed "I think I'm gonna go to the bathroom" I said I stood up and almost fell down "Joo" He said standing up
He helped me to the bathroom
On the way there we saw Brandon and Maddie kissing
"Awwwwww" I said "Cmon" Zion said
On the toilet I had to throw up
I've washed my face and opend the door After that I felt way better
"U good?" Z asked "Yup" I said taking his arm to go back to the party
" you should go home y/n for real" Zion said "No I'm gonna stay" I said "Okey if you say so" he said
The rest of the night we were just celebrating I've slept over at Zions
