His butler: Caring

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Ciels POV

I woke up several times during the night. I felt a bit empty. It got worse as the night went on. I laid there, staring at the ceiling. It was pitch black other than the pale moonlight flooding through my window. I felt so lonely. I turned on my side and tried my best to fall asleep. I shut my eyes tightly and tried to force myself to sleep. Failing, I sat up. I looked around the big empty room and stepped out of my bed. I walked down the hallway slowly. The cold hardwood floor creaked under my feet. I hoped not to wake anyone. I didn't care to explain myself. I walked down the hall. Down some stairs. I walked around the den. I walked to the dining hall and walked around the long table. I just walked around. I didn't have a particular destination in mind. I just kept walking. I found myself standing in front of Sebastian's door. I didn't open it. I didn't knock. I didn't speak. I just stood there. Staring at the door. Suddenly I felt nervousness twist in the pit of my stomach. I but my lip and rested my hand on the doorknob. I felt the nervous feeling crush my middle. If felt like someone was clutching my stomach in their hands and squeezing as hard as they could. I let go of the handle and bolted for the washroom. I didn't know I even ate that much today.

I lost everything I had eaten today into the toilet. I couldn't control the dry heaving. When I was finished I stood and walked to the vanity. Washing out my mouth and staring at my reflection for what felt like an hour before I realized that I was tired. I was so tired. I sulked my way back to my sleeping quarters. Crawling into the big empty bed and tossed around for a while.

"Why in the bloody hell can't I sleep?"

Sitting up, I crawled back out of the bed and walked back towards Sebastian's room. I silently twisted the knob and opened the door. I had never been in Sebastian's quarters before. It was actually quite clean and organized. I looked around before walking towards the bed where he laid. I looked at the bed, surprised at the size of if. I gingerly crawled onto the bed next to him. He stirred a bit and wrapped his arms around me. It startled me a bit. But I liked it.

"Mm. What are you doing here young master?" His voice thick and raspy with sleep.

"I couldn't sleep. I think I'm sick..."

"Well you can sleep in here if you like..." he said tightening his arms around me bringing me closer. Haha as if he were giving me a choice. As tired as I was I quickly fell asleep in his arms. No longer dreaming I was really sleeping in the same bed as him. And I liked it.

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We slept through the whole night, or rather I did. When I woke up I was all alone in Sebastian's enormous bed. However that was no reason to be unhappy, I was in his bed! I was completely ecstatic. After getting up and doing a rather horrid job of attempting to make the bed I ran down the stairs giddily. I ran down the hallway and bumped into Mey-rin who was unfortunately carrying a stack of china. Watching as every single plate fell out of her hand and on to the ground shattering into bits, making gut wrenching noises. She stood up quickly to apologize but before she could get the words out of her mouth Sebastian was standing behind her looking very angry. To my, and everyone's surprise he didn't yell at her, instead he simply stepped towards me and scooped me up.

"Young master are you alright?" he asked with a worrying tone in his voice while looking me over for bruises or scratches.

"Sebastian I'm fine." I huffed, acting annoyed but secretly enjoying the attention. With that he hugged me and turned to Mey-rin. "Would you please be more careful?" he sat me down and stood me on my feet. 

I just stood there grinning, "Don't scold her, I was the one who ran into her." I then turned to apologetically bow to her which had shocked everybody. I don't apologize. She cleaned up the mess then I followed Sebastian into the kitchen. "This is really not the place for you young master, it can get dangerous especially with bard in the kitchen," Sebastian told me with a stern look. I just looked back at him and smiled slyly, "I would just like to watch a while, I will be okay." He nodded and began to cook. This is the first time I have witnessed my meal being prepared. It was very interesting and a bit scary but smelling it cooking up close is much better and makes me hungry. I was standing behind my butler watching his movements when my stomach growled louder than normal. I didn't think it was noticeable but Sebastian did hear it. 

He turned to me with the most menacing smirk, I will admit it scared me a bit. He leaned down to be eye level and pulled me closer by my hips and whispered, "My lord, I understand your hungry, however dinner wont be ready for about an hour.. how about I give you something to eat now?

I just stood there still and blushed deeply, trying to comprehend what he was telling me. He snickered and kissed my cheek, "I know you don't understand but I can show you what I mean if you like.." I just blushed more, struggling to stay on my feet my knees getting weak. "Damn pervert.. I'm not that innocent I know what you're talking about.' 

I noticed his lips curl into a sinister smile and he licked along my jaw, "Oh I'm sure you do young lord."

I could hear the sarcastic tone in his voice, and he was right to have it, I have no way of knowing what he meant.. I mean I had an idea but sex is something I've never been able to learn about. i got frustrated and pushed him off, and he saw the hurt in my eyes. He then picked me up and hugged me, embracing me close to him. I wrapped every limb i had around him and he kissed my head, "I would never make you do something you're not ready to." I felt the  butterflies jolt in my stomach and i looked up at him and leaned in to kiss him softly. And he returned it.

(Hey guysss. I know it has been literally forever since i updated anything. you probably think I'm dead but I'm  alive! I appreciate all the feedback and votes. keep it up! Its just my senior year and it has kept me busy!  But i have vowed that no update shall be shorter than a thousand words so no more wimpy wimpy updates. Keep on reading my young sinnamon rolls!)






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