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hi guys

please know that this story may be triggering to some people

if you are feeling suicidal, please reach out for help. call a suicide hotline for your country:

Albania: 127

Argentina: (54-11) 4758-2554

Australia: 13 11 14

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Belgium: 106

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Canada - Greater Vancouver: 604-872-3311

Canada - Toll free-Howe Sound/Sunshine Coast: 18666613311

Canada - TTY: 1-866-872-0113

Canada - BC-wide: 1-800-SUICIDE (784-2433)

China: 0800-810-1117

China (Mobile/IP/extension users): 010-8295-1332

Croatia: (01) 4833-888

Cyprus: +357 77 77 72 67

Denmark: +45 70 201 201

Estonia (1): 126

Estonia (2): 127

Estonia (3): 646 6666

Fiji (1): 679 670565

Fiji (2): 679 674364

Finland: 01019-0071

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Germany (1): 0800 1110 111

Germany (2): 0800 1110 222

Germany (youth): 0800 1110 333

Ghana: 233 244 846 701

Greece: (0) 30 210 34 17 164

Hungary: (46) 323 888

India: 2549 7777

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Israel: 1201

Italy: 199 284 284

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Kenya: +254 20 3000378/2051323

Liberia: 06534308

Lithuania: 8-800 2 8888

Malaysia (1): (063) 92850039

Malaysia (2): (063) 92850279

Malaysia (3): (063) 92850049

Malta: 179

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Namibia: (09264) 61-232-221

Netherlands: 0900-0767

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New Zealand (2): 0800 111 777

Norway: +47 815 33 300

Papua New Guinea: 675 326 0011

Philippines: 02 -896 - 9191

Poland (1): +48 527 00 00

Poland (2): +48 89 92 88

Portugal: (808) 200 204

Samoa: 32000

Serbia: 32000

Singapore: 1800- 221 4444

South Africa: 0861 322 322

Sweden (1): 020 22 00 60

Sweden (2): 020 22 00 70

Switzerland: 143

Thailand: (02) 713-6793

Ukraine: 058

United Kingdom (1): 08457 909090

United Kingdom (2): +44 1603 611311

United Kingdom (3): +44 (0) 8457 90 91 92

United Kingdom (4): 1850 60 90 90

United Kingdom (5): 1850 60 90 91

United States: 1-800-273-TALK (8255)

Zimbabwe (1): (263) 09 65000

Zimbabwe (2): 0800 9102

my twitter is @inswnity and my instagram is @art_by_sophia if you ever need someone to talk to or rant to. i will always be here for every single one of you, no matter what. you are worth it.

so before i start this story i wanted to introduce myself

my name is sophia

im not very interesting aside from the fact that i have pink hair

i love one direction, 5sos, the internet, art, and american horror story

yeah as i said im not very interesting

im a lazy piece of shit who likes to write haha

i wanted to let you know that i can relate a lot to the characters in this story

i have gone through a lot of shit in my short life

i was hospitalized for suicidal tendencies, self harm, anxiety, and severe depression a few months ago

one way that i have coped with these things is to draw and write

they help me express things i cant say out loud

so if youre still reading this

thank you

you have no idea how much it means to me that you havent given up on me yet

please let me know what you think throughout the story by commenting

i love you all so much

stay strong loves

hope you enjoy!

~sophia

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