broken- benjey

tragedy

"disgusting. fucking faggots!" was yelled from behind us. i turn around shocked. my jaw dropped and my face turned white. "wa- uh- jorge let's just go" i say i knew how people felt about this stuff. "oh shut up" jorge says to the tall man. he rolled his eyes. "jorge.. l-let's just go" i say tugging his sleeve. "what the fuck did you just say to me faggot" i got scared, he was angry. very angry. tears started to form stinging my eyes. "jorge lets go" it comes out as a whimper. i tug his sleeve harder. he pulls away. "i said shut up. that's what i said" he said in a stern voice. "jorge-" i say quietly. the man got close to jorge. very close. i was scared. terrified. "gonna regret ever saying that kid" he said reaching into his pocket. a small knife swung out and he pulled the blade out "no!" i scream my voice shaky. i was already sobbing. in front of my eyes jorge gets stabbed in the stomach. the man pulls the blade out of his stomach and ran. security chasing after him. jorge falls backwards his eyes rolling in the back of his head. blood everywhere. i fall to my knees and put his head in my lap steaming and sobbing. "someone help!please he can't die. i never him!"  i cry not knowing how to help him. he's covered in blood. so am i. a woman handed me a sweater telling me to apply pressure on the woond. i do as she says. a man came up. and held his head to his chest and his fingers to his wrist. "i'm a doctor. he's alive. he's breathing but his pulse is low" i cry. "put his head down he needs to lay flat" i do as he says. i'm at his side. i push his hair out of his eyes and say " baby i love you. please please don't leave me. i need you. i can't live without you. please please wake up. you have to be ok. we'll get thorough this together. i can't let you go. please."  his eyes stay closed. the doctor still had his fingers on his wrist. he has a look of panic on his face and moved his fingers to his neck then his head to his chest. he looked frantic. i knew what it meant. his pulse was gone. i sit there in disbelief. "his pulse is gone isn't it?" the doctor was shocked i wasn't screaming. "it's very slow, it's not gone but it's slowing down fast" i go numb not hearing anything anymore. sobbing. i'm loosing my baby, my happiness, my heart, my everything. all right before my eyes. i don't know what i would do without him. i don't wanna be here if he's not. he's the only thing i want. "baby listen, you need stay strong. you need to stay with me. you can't leave me." the ambulance come and put him on the stretcher and i got in " tell me what happened" the woman emt asked "he- well this got i'm an argument with a guy and-" my voice went shaky and cracked. i put my head in my hands "he- he stabbed him" i let out a sob not being able to contain myself.

jorge's pov

i was passed out. when it happened i felt it. the cold blade pierce into my stomach. the sharpe pain as he ripped it out of me. pain i had never felt. i felt my warm blood spilling out of me fast. i heard benji scream. i fell to my knees. everything fuzzy i struggled to keep my eyes open. i couldn't anymore. i could hear everything benji was telling me. i wanted to tell him i was gonna be ok. but i was paralyzed. i could hear what the doctor man said. was i really going to die? could this be the end? i wanted to spend the rest of my life with benji and i didn't want that to end tonight. i stayed strong. even tho i was passed out i was awake. well to me. i felt myself falling into a deeper sleep. i knew if i gave into it i'd die. that was death. i would never see benji again. get to do all the things i wanted to do with him. propose, walk down the isle, kiss him and call him my husband, raise a family. i wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. he was my best friend through all the years, all the tough times he was here for me. this i knew would be toughest time of our lives because... mine was ending. through this tough time i had to stay with him. i couldn't fall into that deep sleep. i wanted to so bad. it would feel so good. all the pain would go away. my thoughts would stop. everything would be better. i almost fell in. no! benji. you can't leave him. he'll be broken. he's stayed with me through everything. i couldn't leave him now. not when he needed me the most.