I will be Hunted Again

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I am being hunted...
AGAIN
By my own thoughts
I'm drown
Being not the best
Is my problem
Not the best to everything
Academics
Family
Ministry
Self

I am being hunted
AGAIN
Questions flooding me
Answered by silence
As if
I'm not worthy of something
Forgiveness
Attention
Time

I am being hunted
AGAIN
When I stop joining
Will you ask?
"Where is she?"
"What happened?"
"Is she okay?"

The thoughts and
Questions
Where started by you
Grew in heart
Thorned my soul
Occupied my mind
I just want a simple
"Hey, are you fine?
You can do that
Youll be okay"

I am being hunted again
But I must stop
Stop blaming
Others
Stop blaming myself
Just
STOP

Things won't go
As I wanted
Maybe
Just maybe
I'll stop expecting
Until numbness
Will succumb in me
I will be hunted
AGAIN

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