when i try to commit suiside

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My p.o.v

I was thinking when I herd Ben yelling at Toby. I sighed and finally got up to get dressed when I started singing to my self "I should have known ,by the way you passed me by there was something in your eyes and it wasn't right. I should have just walked but I never got the chance everything got out of hand and I let it slide. Now I only have myself to blame for falling for your stupid games. I wish my life could be the way it was before I saw your face. You stole my happy,you made me cry took the lonely and took me for a ride and I wanna uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-undo it.you had my heart,now I want it back I'm starting to see everything you lack boy you blew it you put me through to and I wanna uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-undo it! na,na,na-na,na,na,na-na,na,na,na-na! Now your photos don't have a frame and I never say your name and I never will and all your thing,well I threw them in the trash and I'm not even sad. Now you only have yourself to blame for playing all those stupid games you'll always be the same,and,oh-no,you'll never change. You stole my happy you made me cry took the lonley and took me for a ride and I wanna uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-undo it,you had my heart,now I want it back I'm starting to see everything you lack boy you blew it you put me through it and I wanna uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-undo it,na,na,na-na,na,na,na-na,na,na,na-na! You want my future you can't have it! Still trying to erase from my past,I need you gone so fast! You stole my happy you made me cry took the lonely and took me for a ride and I wanna uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-undo it.you had my heart now I want it back I'm starting to see everything you lack boy you blew it put me through it and I wanna uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-undo it!you stole my happy you made me cry took the lonely and took me for a ride,boy you blew it put me through it and I wanna uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-undo it"! I sung as I hung the knotted rope I got a step stool and got on it and put my head through it but just as I was about to jump I hear "WAIT"! I turn around to see toby and Ben standing there tears in there eyes "please alex dont do it"! They shouted. I got down and ran and hugged them both and said "thank you guys i am sorry I won't do it agian".

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⏰ Last updated: Oct 15, 2014 ⏰

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