I looked at the empty field in front of me as rain rolled down my cheeks. I turned around to see my best friend Sarah. I ran up and hugged her, barring my face into her scarf. Tears rolled down my cheeks.
" it will be ok." Sarah tried to convence me. But I wasn't buying it.
" how could you say that!" I let go of her and stared at her. She should feel the same way as me since we lost the same person.
"It will be ok. Your just going to have to trust me on this." Maybe she didn't understand how I feel. There's a black empty hole inside of me and johns not here to fix it.
"No! you don't understand!" I grabbed my head and moved my hands down to my face. I wish this would all go away. But inside I knew this day would come eventually.
I looked at Sarah with tears rolling down my face then looked away. This is all just a dream. I knew this wasnt a dream but i wanted to think that this would all go away.
"This isnt a dream and you will get over this."
John and I were born premature. We have a hard time gaining weight and we both have asthma. when my mom found this out she put us up for adoption . We were placed in a foster care until we were three. That was when we were adopted by Ben and Kate. They took care of us. We loved them and they loved us. We were lucky to even have a family but someone that loves, that you know will take care of is a blessing.
