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Lena (P.o.V)

"I love you too"

Darkness.

I couldn't get myself to open my eyes.

Apart of me was scared, but I didn't feel fear. I was comforted.

I felt strong arms wrapped around me. I inhaled deeply as his cologne filled my lungs taking me back to the memories of last night.

I lost my virginity to a beast.

I slowly opened my eyes, waiting for my vision to adjust. Ryder laid on top of me holding me tight, as if afraid to let me go and his strong build against our naked bodies had me hot. Slowly, I wiggled out of his firm grip watching him like a hawk making sure not to wake him. Sex is fun and all, but waking up butt ass naked next to your partner the morning after is awkward.

Quickly I replaced my body for a near by pillow to fill the void as he subconsciously reached out for my flesh in his sleep. I intended on putting my dress back on but something told me that it was going to be quite the task as I picked up what looked to be a piece of my now shredded dress off the floor. I turned to look at the sleeping beauty that was my boyfriend.

He really ripped my dress to shreds!

I replaced my dress with Ryder's button down shirt, nearly all of the buttons were popped off but it did the trick. I was grateful that he has a bathroom attached to his room for i was half naked in his home, too afraid to walk out and scared that someone else was home. The bathroom itself looked luxurious, I on the other had did not. My hair was a complete mess and I wasn't looking like the princess I thought I was last night. As i continued to examine my appearance, I couldn't but notice a mark on my neck and what appeared to be dried blood. Panic and confusion flooded my brain. Was this a bruise? Logic was banging and telling me to get the hell out of this house, but my love for him brushed it off. Trying my best to ignore that voice in the back of my head, i looked around and found a spare tooth brush in the cabinet and turned the faucet on.

I knew he'd be awake, waiting for me. I let all my worries fade as the hot water warmed my skin. Touching my body and closing my eyes, remembering his strong embrace, the electricity that connected our bodies together. Biting my lip, i remember his hot kiss on my neck and down my body. Me screaming for more.

Screaming.

My eyes shot open. Clouded by pure confusion of what happened as my vision went dark last night . I didn't want to deal with confrontation, but i knew that i wouldn't get that luxury. I quickly washed the remaining soap of my body.

Wrapped in a towel, i contemplated opening the door. I knew that jumping out the window wasn't an option, and the thought of him rescuing my naked, broken body wasn't an option. Or was it?

Laughing at how ridiculous i sounded, I counted to five.

1

2

3

4

5

"You got this." I told myself.

As I opened the door, I was greeted by my lover staring in my direction. Ryder had made not attempt at putting clothes on, VERY much still naked, sitting at the edge of the bed looking at me with worry.

"Morning!" I greeted. I was trying my very best to stay cool. I didn't want to panic but I was fucking panicking.

"Lena I-".

"You ripped my dress to shreds babe," I cut him off, too afraid for answers. "Do you have anything for me to wear? Can't go home naked now can I?" Giving a nervous laugh. He pointed towards a closet which I quickly ran to.

"Lena, we need to talk about las-"

I dropped my towel hoping it would stop him from following me in and stop talking. And it did, momentarily . Picking up a long sleeve black shirt to put on, I walked past his naked form back into the bedroom. "OUU! I've never seen you wear this. It's quite chilly, no? I'm cold as s-"

"LENA!" Ryder growled.

The authority in his voice made me sit on the bed with my hands on my lap like a child who's just gotten yelled at by a parent. I hated the position i was in. I couldn't get myself to look up at him, not because his beef stick was eye to eye with me, but because I knew that reality was going to kick in. A reality that I was not ready to face.

Taking a deep breath, I slowly looked up at him. Ryder was such a beautiful being. It was a shame that worry was plastered all over his face. We had to talk about what felt like a dream to me. Good gone bad.

I sighed.

"Put some clothes on first, then we'll talk."

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