Author's Note: I'm not sure if I should do this story or not. If you guys wanna read more I can write and all, but it would be slash and romantic and possibly triggering. Please comment if you want more or if I should ditch it. I just have one chapter because I'm not sure if I should write this.
Joey's POV
"Alright, somebody kiss me. Somebody kiss me, it's midnight! Somebody kiss me!" Chandler shouted.
I stared at Chandler, this was the time. He had given me the perfect moment, the perfect opportunity. So many years of hiding it and wanting to just slam him up against a wall and fuck him. I knew this may be my only chance to do anything intimate with him. I looked at his plump lips and back to his eyes and acting on my feelings, I quickly cupped his face in my hands and engulfed him in a deep, longing kiss. The warmth of his lips felt so good against mine that I wanted to stay like this forever. My whole body felt like it was electrocuted, my stomach fluttered and felt oddly warm. I wanted to stay like that until I had to come up for air, but knowing it was a 'friendly' kiss in Chandlers eyes, I pulled away just as fast as I kissed him. Plus, I was growing an erection and that should NOT be happening right now. So to help calm my nerves, I then pretended to laugh it off, like it meant nothing because I saw the fear and shock in his eyes and actually I was slightly hurt. But I couldn't focus on that too long as I soon heard a roar of laughter and realized that Rachel, Ross, Monica, and Phoebe were behind me and hysterically laughing at the sudden performance. As usual I just played along. They can't know my true feelings for my best friend. How wrong it all was...but no one would ever think I, Joey Tribbiani, am gay. That was the good thing about it. With all the girls I bring home, they would assume I was making a joke or something. I only do such things to try to push down the feelings, I can't physically and emotionally handle the pain it causes me.
"----oh my god Chandler you asked for it!" I heard Phoebe say.
"I just didn't expect h--ahh!" Chandler tried to say, but Phoebe pulled him out of the room before he could say anything more.
"Joey?"
I was too out of it to even recognize the voice.
"Hey, buddy, you okay?"
That I knew was Ross, only he would call me buddy. So, I look up at him to see such concern in his eyes and I feel a pang of hurt for some reason, not sure why.
"Are you okay?" Ross asked again.
"Yea I..." I cut myself off, I can't keep this stuff in anymore. I need to just tell someone, maybe he would be able to help talk me out of these feelings.
I felt Ross' hand suddenly placed on my back, "What's wrong?"
"I can't handle it anymore!"
"Handle what? Please, I want to help you."
I avert my eyes from his and fix my gaze at the floor. I already started it, I need to just say it. Sighing I tell him,
"I think I may love Chandler..."
Ross' face distorted into confusion,
"We all do."
"No you have misinterpreted what I have said, I love Chandler. I love him as more then a friend." I say and risk a glance at my friend.
He looked as if he was still confused, maybe he didn't understand things like gay relationships or something? Whatever it is, he didn't show any emotion that told me he understood. Then, I saw his face contort into a wolfish-like countenance of pure disgust and anger. Suddenly he stood up and----
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3rd POV
"Joey! JOEY!" Screams could be heard as Phoebe, Monica, and Rachel run in to see blood splattered everywhere with a kneeling Ross over Joey's body. Joey looked as if he was out cold, blood kept spilling out of his head as Chandler rushed into the room.
"What's with all the ye--" Chandler sentence stopped when he looked at everyone's horrified faces. Following their gaze, he saw a toppled over body in a pool of crimson blood. Next to the body, he saw Ross and his red stained knuckles. He paused in confusion and asked, "What did you do?"
Ross, startled at the sudden conversation, growled out, "He is a freak!"
"Who is?"
The body was turned over to reveal a bashed in face.....a face that belonged to his best friend, Joey.
Chandler's heart sank in an endless pit of darkness.
