Mi Razon De Ser (under reconstruction)

Chapter 19

Joels P.O.V

I fucked up,I fucked up, I fucked up badly 

I wasnt thinking straight 

GOD joel how can you be so stupid. I let all the anger and sadness penetrate my brain 

i never meant to hurt her

 i shouldve never called saraith. It was a mistake calling her 

I hurt her really bad and i dont think i can forgive myself

Her voice is still haunting my brain especially her "I HATE YOU" she sounded so broken so sad

I broke my promise of never hurting her 

I can feel my eyes start to sting as i feel the warm liquid fall from them and roll down my cheeks 

I let out a frustrated scream as i throw the pillow across the room 

"Aye joe-.... Pero que paso(what happened)" i hear erick ask worriedly as he comes to my side 

i couldnt even answer him. I hurt the girl that i loved

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Saraith P.O.V

After our nap Victor and I are sitting on the couch watching the originals waiting for my parents to finish picking up somethings for my party that my mom ordered. Daniel flew back to L.A a couple of hours ago and my grandma is with her comadre gossiping in the kitchen 

"how about we go to cold stone and get some ice cream"victor tells me as he stands up to stretch 

"mhmmmm idk" i tell him while putting on my thinking face 

"Ill buy you your cheesecake ice cream with red velvet cake mixed in" he say stretching his hand out to help me up 

"fine i guess" i say taking his hand and getting up 

"ABUELITA AHORITA VENIMOS QUIEREN ALGO DE COLDSTONE  (grandma we'll be back do you want something from coldstone)" i yell at her and her comadre as victor and iwalk towards the front door 

"NO GRACIAS (thank you)" they yell back in unison

we head out and start walking feeling the summer heat hit us as we walk out

"i hate this heat"i say covering my face with my hands 

"dont you live in a desert" victor says and laughs 

"yes and i hate the heat"i laugh 

we continue to walk along the sidewalk joking around and talking about our childhood he even gave me a piggy back ride but it was too hot

as we continue to walk he grabs my hand and intertwines it with his i can feel it clam up but im not 

"listen sara i love you with all my heart and i always will, you have my whole heart and it hurts me to see you inlove with another guy, but ik that he makes you happy, but remember i will always be there for you ok, youre my rock ,my bestfriend, and if he hurts you again i will beat his ass okay princess" he says looking at me in the eyes

I nod and he leans in to give my forehead a kiss

"i love you" he says resting his head againts mine

"i love you too" i say hugging him 

we hug eachother for a couple of seconds

we let go and head to coldstone