Kian, I love you..

Chapter 8

Kian looked at me with so much sadness. I went toward the door to leave but he grabbed my wrist.

"Mattea. Please. I love you so much and I can't lose you.. Please." Kian said. His eyes started watering.

"You obviously didn't love me enough, considering you slept with Andrea." I didn't even know if he slept with Andrea or not.

"Babe. Babe, it was a mistake." Well, guess I found my answer.

"Goodbye Kian. And good luck with Andrea... She is beautiful. And perfect for you." And with that I left. When I got home I just went to the living room. Now, your probably thinking "She is gonna cry and Kian will come in and they will fall back in love" well, no. I wish that were the case. Instead of crying, being angry, I was disappointed. Like I said before. I'm not saying I didn't cry. Because, ohh how I cried. But, it was different.

(Kian's P.O.V.)

I'm broken. I have nothing. I mean I have the guys but, it's different. Mattea was my everything. And now she is gone. Obviously not dead but... To her, I'm dead. I'm a disgusting human being. I need to vent out my feelings. I chose Twitter to do so but.. The replies were unbelievable. So, I went to party.

(Mattea's P.O.V.)

I am going to a party. My best friend Jenn invited me to go to a party. Yes. Me and Jenn are best friends now. After the 'rape' incident, we became close. Now we are inseparable.

"Hmmm.." I say trying to choose a outfit for the party.

"Ah! Perfect!!" I say showing Jenn my clothes.

It is a black sleeveless crop top with some black tight high waisted shorts. I decided to wear my combat boots. (See in the bio picture thing to see.)

"Ooh sexy." Jenn says. Jenn and me are wearing similar things.

"Ready?" she asks.

I sigh,"Ready."

::::::PARTY TIME:::::

Me and Jenn arrived at the party. It was a lot of people to my surprise. Guys were eyeing me and Jenn down. Mostly Jenn. (Shocker?)

Jenn went somewhere in the kitchen. I went through the crowd and 'confident' by 'Justin bieber' came on! I screamed because it is soooo good. I started dancing and swaying my hips. I was grinding on some dude until he pulled my waist into him. I tried seeing who it was but it was to dark. We almost kissed until '2 on' by 'Tinashe' came on. I went in the kitchen and to no surprise Jenn was on the table drinking some beer. I wanted to get crazy. Because this was my song. I got some vodka and mixed a couple of drinks with it. I drank a couple of cups and left to the dance floor. I was grinding an twerking on random guys. One guy pulled me in to kiss him. He smelt so familiar..

"You're to drunk. We should probably get somewhere quiet..." The strange boy said. He held my hand and took me upstairs.

(Kian's P.O.V.)

I went to the party. It was crowded. I went straight to the kitchen because I need a water. I seen Jenn passed out on the table.

"Jenn! Jenn! Wake up! Have you seen Mattea??" I say. I really need to find her. Jenn finally wakes up.

"Whaaajst?" I couldn't believe she was high, and drunk. Actually I could believe it.

"Where is An--Mattea??" I say. Get Andrea out of your head!

"She is ups--" and then Jenn starts to talk about rainbows and skittles.

"Thanks Jenn." After I say that she throws up. Ew.

I walk up stairs and I looked through all the doors. I tried going through one but it was locked. She must be in that one! I walked in and I haven't been more disgusted...