𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚗𝚘𝚠?

[Unnamed]

Will the pain ever stop?
Will the feeling of loneliness just eat away at me?
Why did you do this to me
Why did you leave me like this
Tell me what I did wrong so I can fix myself
I want you again
I want to feel your lips on mine
I want to hear you say my name again with that spark of longing
I want to wake up at night with you laying next to me
I want so much
I wanted it all
But will that happen now?
How can I fill the hole in my heart?
So many questions that go unanswered
So many what if's
So much pain
Sleepless nights
Intrusive thoughts
I just want it to stop
I beg for it to stop

B E G

I beg for it to be over

Fuck
Fuck
Fuck.

Why...

~C.c