Dear Diary

Why me?!!

Why do you remind me everyday that I'm worthless . Don't you know you just causing me more pain everyday. Why god put you on my life if you just hurt me every time we talk . Why you use me? Just so you forgot about your ex girlfriend or to make her jealous. Was it all pretended? Did you really meant when you told me you love me? I just can't forgot about you. All those fun moments we had, the crazy stuff we did. Do you forgot the great times we had? In school we always talk to each other, we made it obvious that we liked each other. Maybe it was just a lie! Why won't you just tell me the true that you never love me? Know I just want to die because you just prove me that I'm worthless. I just want to this pain go away. Why you would never told me the true? If you thought I was so fragile that I couldn't handle it. WELL YOU ARE WRONG! I handle so much worst news than that. No one will never know how I am I act differently because deep inside I'm aggressive, when I get aggressive it takes a long time to control my self. I just decided to turn nice and put a smile on peoples faces and make them happy and help them. You where one of those people I help and you decided to just take over me, and kill me from inside. Know I need to start all over again to keep my head up.

You decide it to come back but u didn't came back for help or to be with me, you came back to use me as your sex toy. How could you be doing this to me? What did I do to you so I could deserve this? I'm annoying yes I am but is cause you would of told me your sad, or mad and you never told me why. I keep on texting because I was making sure you didn't do anything stupid. It's funny because I never lie to you but now that I'm thinking about it all this time you where lying to me. I hate it that you bringing me the same problems I had before, but you bringing them slowly and nice. Why won't you just tell me the true, we actually never sit and work things out. We just say sorry but we don't mean it. I wish we could start all over again, wish you could stay by my side for the rest of my life. It hurts me that your not here with me, and I'm missing your my prince.

BATMAN+ SALLY=4EVER