am i really your girlfriend || nct mark lee [✔]

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November 27, 2015
7:20 am

I walked in school about to find you and to only here your voice saying that I was just a bet. I felt my pain coming back but this time so much pain. It hurt but I put this on myself I couldn't be mad at you even though I should've been. I go to my locker expecting to be greeted by Yoona but instead I saw you my chest hurt my eyes were starting to tear up. I feel like I'm about to break the only thing I can here from you was that "Y/n-ahhh do you mind if I could borrow some money?" I didn't say anything but get out my wallet he looked happy to see me giving him money. After him receiving the money he placed a kiss on my forehead and left I didn't feel the normal butterflies in my stomach shit. I went to the rooftop to eat my lunch since I didn't want to see his face anymore I kept thinking to myself why am I not listening to my mind I shouldn't keep falling for him. Then I received a message from Yoona that I never ever wanted to receive.

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Yoona💜🐰:

Hey Y/n I'm really not sure on how to say this but I saw Mark by the lockers with some girl...
They started making out and went inside the old storage room Y/n I'm sorry you have to go through this terrible life im sorry... But heres a picture and video if you dont belive me. I'm sorry love. If you need me you where to find me okay? I love you Y/n-ah❤

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I felt nothing but saddness running through me I guess I'm just his rebound to play with and ask for things. I just sat there not feeling hungry I sat there thinking what did I do wrong to make him do these things I miss the old you Mark. What happen to the man I loved? I felt tears coming down my face as I played old memories about me and mark in my head at the park.

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Flashback to September 4, 2015

Me and mark finally got the chance to hangout I'm so happy I met him at the park he had casual clothes he saw me and hugged me tightly "Mark let me go" I giggled to his action then he did he took me over to a picnic place our dates are more inside but we decided that we should try something different. We had a good time talking about ourselves, life, and things we miss. Then he laid down making me lay down he pulled me closer to him and kissed me on my lips I smiled and laid there. He told me how lucky he was to have me and that he'll love me forever til death due us apart. I told him that I will forever love him no matter what.

End of flashback

It was a mistake for me to have said that I felt nothing but guilt and sadness I didnt even bother to read anyones else's text or even see the video or picture since I already knew I was just blinded by love..