It's been two weeks since the last time I talked to Van. What if she forgot about me? What if she hates me? I tried to call on her phone but it never answered. Maybe she's not just Kellin's best friend, maybe she's KelLIN'S GIRLFRIEND! I should have known, who can let a girl like her go away with your friend? No one! Maybe I should find someone else. Maybe things will get better with someone else, i don't know how to think! I HATE IT! As i trow my coffee cup on the wall I see a paper. The paper she gave me with her number on it. I'll try one more time to call her, if she doesn't answer then.. Then I'll let go..
She didn't answer. She didn't answer. I guess I'll just leave her happy with Kellin then. Oh don't be rediculous Vin! You know you can't! You know you will never let that girl go! You're deeply in love with her and you know it! You could never- SHUT UP! I don't need that voice in my head right now, i don't need myself to remind me that! Tonight I'll find so,eone else, I'll prove myself I'm wrong.
I walk.
I walk.
I walk.
I enter the first bar I see and search.
What am I even searching for?
I don't know.
I'm drunk.
I see Van.
I look twice and see it's not her after all
I see Van another time.
Still not the one.
I see Van everywhere
I've prove myself that I was wrong.
Wrong on thinking I could get her out of my head..
