Uncontrollably Fond

vkv bjn

It was the month of July 2016, when my mother announced me not to go school. I was astonished by her statement as she is one type of typical woman who knows about modernity but still carry the thoughts of old ..... old minds.

Why???? I asked to her n she told me the most breaking news that morning in which I was about to start my new session of standard 8 in my old bt good school that is one of the vkv in....( lol )

' U r going to attend vkv bjn so u don't need to go in vkv ita.. anymore !!!' Was the news that my mother told which is not surprising for anyone but it was for me as....

P.s. actually don't get confuse about the vkv thing actually it's a name of not one but many schools based on different location, so vkv ita. Is different and so is vkv bjn

In Vkv's there used to be some sports tournament for both boys n girls in which eknathji is for boys n mandakini for girls were we used to play koko n volleyball. So when I once went there( bjn) to represents my school . me and my seniors got into fight with the girls of bjn n from that we were told to not talk with them.. n manymore. But this is not the only thing that was upsetting me but it was the reputation of bjn n its girls. As it was one of the first seven Vkv's so it was popular among others with its girls who were told in other Vkv's that they r no better than evil n ragging was quite famous among the bjn girls.

So I was very afraid at first but I wasn't when I got there as it was complete opposite of what I heard mostly.
I still remember on June 8 at early morning my parents dropped me at the school along with my sister who was also going to study there with me but after one week due to her over... very homesickness my parents was forced out to what it is called TC or took her back to her previous school. Leaving me alone in bjn but I didn't mind as it was me who forced them more than the school authorities. Well u might be thinking me as a bad sister but to tell u I don't like her much.

At first I was afraid that I'm going to be loner there and everybody will hate me but it wasn't eventually not all but few girls of my class, hostel n juniors will came to talk with me. Which was enough for me as I know it will going to be like that for every new student in every new school moreover I was also not Interested in talking with them as it feels very filmy because when I we reached the main gate of vkv bjn I told myself " b.. pu..... is here vkv bjn to not only conquer u but also to .... "like takya genji after seeing cross zero when he entered suzuran for first time😋😋😋.

But the first girl who became my first friend was quite popular for her sports activities eventually she was fat n also was my opponent in koko which I get to know after she told me that she also played but I didn't believe her as seeing her body will obviously make u believe that she is a lazy girl but when it comes to sports she becomes wild like a boar. Moreover her bed was near to mine so obviously I will get close to tarh pakka which was her name.

She was good and we were having good time as friend until after two or one month her attitude suddenly changed and her behaviour was very rude towards me . It felt like she was trying to dominate me and was just using me for my eatables even though I don't eat junk foods so I had cornflakes n horlicks that time.
At first I didn't give much notice because I don't want to fight with her as I alredy got myself into fight with a girl which was quite a nosy beginning . But when her temptation rose so was my anger and atlast I couldn't keep it and we started having ignore game .
I started to talk less with her when she tries to talk , I eventually started to ignore her presence and always tries to avoid eye contact with her. At the end it got worse and we got separated but we talk as commoner but their was some regret in me at that time that I lost one single friend I had because I did bad to her like the girl whom I got into fight I.e passang ganga .
I believe that if we don't got into a fight then our relationship would be good enough to let me call her as a friend but it was all my fault which lead to the difference. Actually in all vkv as I said ko ko is a main event n so it is in bjn as they are the strongest team for consecutive three years by securing the mandakini in there school game. So for sports day we start practising early moreover that year once again mandakini was going to held so the selection was going to begin in bjn n I was quite excited about it.
My house leader made me the captain n tell me to train each n everyone properly n if anybody who will not follow me was going to get punished by her. Which was the beginning of our fight.
I was a huge sports person at that time n so my love for every game was unlimited like ko ko. Our team was alredy decided and the only thing was the beginning of our training, which was getting delayed due to the lack of presence of her so I told her to come but she wouldn't so my temper got rised and I talk about it with the leaders n they assure me that they r going to take actions but they wouldn't so, atlast oneday i directly went to the vice leader n complain about her in front of everyone without knowing that she was sleeping nearby n so the fight begin when she got up suddenly n started to shout but my temper was also high n I fought back .

Well I wasn't afraid of anymore their as I knew that I m always going to be a loner but I was not, as another girl came which was total opposite of the others. She was a playgirl type and would always makes me laugh. I'm sure if u will meet her then u are also gonna laugh till u r going to have breathing problem as she is not only a playgirl but also an a comedian which she doesn't think but we all know she is. But she was also a friend for very few months coz at the end we had completely different personalities which makes us to get separated.

But this is not the end coz this was the beginning and I met the first person who changed me......

Sorry if u felt boring because this was a boring starting but don't mind coz the real thing will begin next. And sorry once again if u don't understand some words and grammar coz I'm trying my level best to write it properly