TikTok One Shots

coming out (Joen)

Relationship: Noen Eubanks and Jacob Day 

Warnings: none

Summary: they find out some stuff about each other
Words: 846

Jacob has been in his head all day trying to build the courage to finally tell him. He's even made some tik toks to try to distract himself from reality. But one comment from a special boy made it feel like reality coming back to him with a big smack in the face. He just stared at the notification "@noeneubanks commented".

"How am I going to tell him?". Then he heard it, the doorbell ring. His breathe hitched at the sound, already knowing the moment he's been dreading has been set. As he inched closer to the door his nerves increased. The thought of Noen not feeling the same or even being disgusted by him were engraved in his mind.

He opened the door to see the boy with the icy blonde dyed hair with a smile on his face. How much he adored that smile.

"Hey" he heard the shorter boy chirp with the sound of excitement in his voice. Jacob couldn't help but melt at the sound of his voice.

"Hey" he said in return with a faint blush on his face. He couldn't help but stare at the boy in awe.

"Can I come in?" the faux blonde asked pulling Jacob out of his trance making him blush a deep pink shade.

"Oh I- um sorry, come in" he said shuffling to the side letting Noen inside. The boy walked in brushing his shoulder against the taller causing a little spark in his brain. The thought of the emotional bomb he's about to drop between the two.

The nerves all came back like a big wave crashing into him. Like he was drowning in an ocean full of emotions. Happy he found enough courage, scared the boy wouldn't feel the same way, nervous that he'd do something wrong. Any emotion you could think of was what he was feeling at that moment. He was so overwhelmed he just blurted it out. "I'm gay-" he caught himself but it was to late, his secret was out and he didn't know how to feel. He looked up to Noen's face to see disgust but all he saw was shock.

Yet Noen he was taken back but he wasn't upset nor disgusted. He seemed happy to think he may have a chance with the boy who fascinates him so much. From his natural blonde hair, to his beautiful blue eyes. Then that smile, oh he can never forget that smile that got Jacob famous in the first place. Noen always new he was whooped for that boy, but he never showed it no matter how much that crush grew. A smile grew on his face he was happy even the boy he feels the boy didn't reciprocate the same feelings. He was glad to he trusted him with this.

Jacob felt a pair of arms wrap around his torso. He was confused why the boy was holding him close till he realized his face was wet. He had been crying, the realization set in and he wrapped his arms around the smaller boy. He pulled him close to his body. "No, don't cry. It's okay, calm down. I'm here." Noen whispered into his ear while whipping his tears away. The boy's touch calmed him down and the thought popped in his head.

Do it now.

So he did, while trying to get his breath steady again he choked it out. "I- I like you" and at that moment it felt like time froze and it was just them in the world. The only sound that could be heard was Jacob's shaky breath due to him still crying. As Noen stopped in his tracks with his hand still on the crying boy's cheek. A smile grew on his face as did the blush on his cheeks.

"You, um like me?" though now flustered and happy, you could still hear the confusion in his voice. Both of their nerves began to grow. One didn't know if the other felt the same he was scared to be rejected. While the other couldn't take of his smile part of him didn't even think it was real just a happy dream.

"Yes" the boy spoke barely above a whisper yet Noen heard and pulled the boy closer to him. His arms went around his neck as Jacobs trailed around the boy's waist.

"Same" he whispered back with a giggle. Jacob could feel the butterflies in his stomach it was like a swarm going crazy. A smile grew and his face turned to one mixed with shock and utter joy. Then all of a sudden he felt a pair of lips press against his forehead.

"Now stop crying, you're to cute to be sad." He was a mess now. A mix of laughter, blushing, and a smile so big you could feel how happy he was at that moment.

His tears slowly dried up yet they still stayed in each others arms. It's where they felt most safe. That happy emotion filled day was just the start for many more to cone.

Hey, this was written by @Mara_Besson so show her some love!!! Anyways I will be on vacation for 5 days so I won't be writing much but @Mara_Besson will be here :) have a good one!!!