Scars Will Remain

Chapter 4

"Mitch, i-"

I'm suddenly stopped by my phone ringing, I look down at my phone and up at Mitch. I decide to answer the call even though we were in the middle of something that could've gone further.

"Hello is this Hunter Kydd?" The man calling me asks

"Yes sir it is" I reply concerned

"I'm officer Moore, Your father has just been in a brutal car accident, He is in a life or death situation right now"

My eyes start to sting and my lips tremble,

"He's in Terris Hospital at the moment Hunter"

I quickly hang up and drop my phone to the ground as i start to sob.

"Hunter, what happened?!" Mitch asks me sternly

"My dad, h-he's in the hospital" I whisper between sobs

Mitch looks at me with sadness and curses under his breath, "Let's go, I'm taking you"

He puts his warm hand on the small of my back as we walk out of the house and into his car. I look at my self in the mirror to see mascara all down my cheeks and my eyes bloodshot red, I whimper at the sight of myself.

"You're beautiful to me" He whispers softly.

The whole ride there was terrible, Mitch was going so fast i thought we were going to die and it also didn't help that i was feeling so sick wondering if my father had made it or not. I put my face in my hands and start to breath heavily, Mitch grabs my hand and holds it tightly whispering "It's going to be okay". Deep deep down i knew it was not going to be okay. It will never be okay, any of this.

We finally arrive at the hospital and as soon as Mitch parks we both bolt over to the entrance of the hospital, making our way to the desk.

"Was someone named Eric Kydd assigned here about an hour ago?! Please i need to see him now!" I cry out

The lady looks at me, "You must be Hunter, Your father has been assigned to room 183 in ward 3. He's in a critical conditon so, family only" She says sympathetically, eyeing Mitch.

Mitch pulls me into a hug, "I'll wait here"

I nod and run over to the elevators and make my way to the room. I finally arrive and my heart feels like it's about to pop out of my chest, I can already feel my eyes water. I push my way through the policemen and make my way to the door until i'm stopped.

"You must be Hunter, I'm officer Mullins, I'm sorry to say but you're father is in a coma at the moment. We don't know if he'll make it or not but we will update you, so it will take quite some time. Good luck kiddo"

My chin starts to wobble and i try to pull a smile but i fail, making my way through that door was terrifying. My body felt heavy and i swear i could feel the room spinning. The old black cushioned chair placed next to the bed was staring right at me, I imagined all the family and friends who had sat on that chair waiting for their loved ones in this exact hospital bed.

I place myself gently on the chair and just stare at my dad, His face, pale and blue toned. Under his eyes, shades of purple, blue and black. The bandage wrapped around his head was covered in blood. All of this was just too much to take in, My insides churned and my head felt dizzy, so I just lay my head on the side of the bed, and cried and cried until my eyes were dry and i could feel nothing at all.

I gently place my hand on top of my fathers hand , "I love you so much dad, and i know i don't say it enough but i love you more than anything in this universe. I'm sorry for being such a shithead of a daughter and i'm sorry i'm not perfect but i hope i was enough for you. Please don't die on me daddy. Please" I whisper against his hand.

Now i'm really crying, more than last time, this is the sort of crying that only happens on occassions like this, where one parent is dead and the other is on the verge of death. Where you have nobody left on this earth who truly gives one flying fuck about you. When you realise, If no one in this world cares about you anymore, do you really exist at all?

"I love you daddy" I whisper and slowly start to fall asleep next to the first boy to ever break my heart but love me truthfully.

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