On The Road // Billie Eilish

it's a secret

"Me" Harry said, i looked at him confusingly. "Sike, she's kidding" He raised his eyes at me signalling for me to shut up. "Yeah i was kidding" I said laughing.

I backed the drink down in one go, burning my throat as it runs down slowly.

"Oh i was going to say, want another one?' She offered.

"Yes please"

Harry moved to the seat next to him so i could sit next too him. "Billie messaged me back by the way" I said loud enough for just him too hear. "What did she say?" he asked eagerly. I showed him my phone. "Does that mean she's coming here?" he questioned. "Only time will tell. As you can see i didn't really respond"

"Here we go" i heard Georgina say, i spun to my right to see her handing the guy some money. "Thank you" I said while taking hold of my drink.

The club was packed with sweaty teens, some i had seen before, others i'd never seen in my life. This was the main clubbing spot in LA. There were VIP lounges/booths for people to hire out which was pretty dope but that's for people with money. Whereas i just work from home. Typing up boring shit. Harry works at Gucci on the other hand. He got the job through his boyfriend as his father is the manager of the one in LA.

"Lets dance" I yelled to Harry. "Of course"

As we stepped on to the dance floor, bad guy came on causing our eyes too widen and our bodies to move around crazily.

'I like it when you take control, even if you know that you don't own me, i'll let you play the role, i'll be your animal, my mommy likes to sing along with me, but she won't sing this song if she reads all the lyrics she'll pity the men i know' i sang at the top of lungs. I felt my phone vibrating in my bag. So i pulled Harry to the side and pulled my phone out of my bag to see a missed call from an unknown number and a DM on instagram.

@billieeilish: i'm here babygirl.

Sent just now.

I looked up at Harry and then began scanning the crowded room. Fuck. This was going to be near to impossible.

@Bellaxo: where are you?

@billieeilish: round by VIP, my security won't let me round to where you guys are. I think i saw Harry on the way in. Come.

@Bellaxo: coming.

@billieilish: you will be :P

"Come on, she's by VIP" I said to Harry as i pointed over to the large red curtains. We walked towards the entrance to be greeted by a large man.

"Are you on the guest list?" he asked. "Um no sir, but our friend's in there, Billie Eilish" I said.

"You either walk away or i remove you, your choice" he smiled. "No you don't get it i have proof"

"They're with me" Billie said while popping her head round the curtain. "Are you sure?" he asked. "Mhm" she agreed. "If you say so" He pulled out two wristbands from a pouch around his waist and placed them on both of our wrists. "How fancy" I said while walking beside Billie to her table.

"Only the best for the best" she smirked.

I felt the butterflies rise in my stomach. How was she making me feel like this? this has to be some fangirl crush. I mean i would feel the same for Ariana. Wouldn't i?

"Stop it you" I giggled a little. We sat in the booth that was crowded with people i had no idea off. I was slyly expecting to see her brother, his girlfriend and some of her mates she posts up about but literally all just strangers.

As i went to sit down, she grabbed my waist and pulled me into her crotch. "You're coming with me" She whispered in my ear. Harry smirked at me as he saw what was going on. "Will you be alright?" I shouted over to the music to him. "Of course, enjoy your night girly! This guy is super cute!"

"Just don't do anything i wouldn't do" I laughed. "You say that as you're about to get it on with Billie fucking Eilish, just know if this was someone that we didn't love and appreciate i wouldn't allow you to just fuck off"

"Thanks boo" i kissed him on the cheek and then took Billie's hand into mine. She led me towards the private bathrooms.

The music was still hearable but barely.

"Never did i ever expect to be in a bathroom with you to say the least" I laughed, the alcohol taking over my body, boosting my confidence. "Neither did i with such a pretty girl like you" She replied. I sat on side in which the sink was on and lent my back against one of the mirrors.

"I swear your straight" I spat out without thinking.

"Listen, what goes on in my life is no one else's business. I want one part of my life to be kept private. Don't take that too offence by the way" She said while running her hand up my thigh. "Oh don't worry I get it completely. So your bi?"
She nodded. "Ahh got you. That's pretty cool" I shook my head at the thought.

It must be hard being a celebrity because you always have to impress people with your actions. I wouldn't last a day. "Are you?" She asked taking me by surprise.

I wasn't really sure on what to answer. But I think the truth would be the best in a situation like this.
But what if she thinks I've been leading her on?

"To be honest with you Billie. I don't exactly know. I assumed I was straight because I've never crushed for a girl but then j met you, I assumed it was a fan crush because not gonna lie to you, your music is fucking amazing" I continued to ramble on. "But then you whispered in my ear and I thought fuck, this feeling is great"

She began laughing at the words that I couldn't stop from pouring out of my mouth.

"You don't have to justify yourself too me" She put her hand out to help me get of the counter top. "But considering what you've just told me, I think it's best if we wait a little while"

"What do you mean wait?" She edged closer to me, wrapping her arms around my waist, gliding against my bare skin. "You're a pretty girl Bella. I don't want to ruin things with you, therefore we'll wait, I'm in LA for another two weeks so we'll see what happens"

Her plump lips laid against my forehead as she pulled away and smiled. Damn this girl had me feeling some type of way, I really couldn't lay my finger on.