100 sheets 100 days || KIMJIWON

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Day 47
I woke up cuz I heard knocking on my door, I got up n rubbed my eyes, I opened the door n saw Bobby standing, he got in n walked towards me as I kept stepping backwards n gulped, "y/n" he mumbled with a husky voice, my back hit the wall, "y/n!" He yelled, "what!?" I said, "do u know about my medicine?" He said, "what do u mean?" I said, "do u fucking know I eat medicine?" He yelled, "yes I do what r u gonna do!" I yelled, "don't fuckin-" he choked n breathed heavily, he sat on the bed n kept his head down, "Bobby" I said n put my hand gently on his shoulder, he screamed so loudly, "don't fuckin touch me!" He yelled, I had a short temper but I controlled my temper becuz he was sick, I could just yell it will make things worse, he got up n went to his room, I went after him, he took his medicine n wanted to eat but I pushed his hand away so the medicine fell, "wtf do u want!" He yelled, "Bobby!" I yelled n clenched his shoulders n pulled him close to me, I hugged him, but he never hugged me back, "y/n move!" He yelled, but I held him more tight, "y/n!" He yelled n pushed me harshly, I slapped him n took the medicine, his hands were trembling, I could help but to tear up, I pulled him n hugged him tightly, "Bobby...stop plz don't-" I choked becuz I started tearing up even more, I gulped n stayed quiet, I breathed heavily through my nostrils, he broke the hug n looked at me, I looked away n wanted to rub my tears, he held my wrist n put his hand on my face n cleaned my tears, he kissed my forehead, "I'm sorry" he whispered, he pulled me into his huge hug, he hugged me tightly n warmed me up, I think I've become a fool for u without knowing.

Day 48
I packed my bags becuz it was already the time to go, I saw his medicine in my bag, I started tearing up, "Bobby..." I whispered, a stranger became a very important part of my life, I don't know how it started, already 48 days, what is he planning, I took his medicine, I heard knocking on my door, I closed my luggage n opened the door, I saw him standing infront of me with a sweet innocent smile, I couldn't look at him, if I looked at him I would tear up, "r u ready?" He said, I nodded, "r u ok?" He said, I nodded, we were at the elevator, I saw 2 box of medicines in his pocket, my heart broke, I took it both very gently, "come on" he said.

Day 49
I closed the store, I saw him standing n playing with his phone, my heart started beating fast for him, I was nervous to meet him, I went to him, "hey y/n" he said with a smile, "h-hi" I said n wanted to walk home, he held my wrist, "y/n?" He said, "yes?" I said n looked at him, "why r u leaving me behind?" He said, "then what?" I said, "don't leave me..." He said, my heart started beating, "Bobby plz tell me what's going on" I said n went closer to him, I clenched his shirt, "Bobby plz tell me I can't handle this anymore I'm fucking upset, im fucking heartbroken for u" I said, "I'm always thinking of u" I said, "y/n" he said with a smile n put his hand on my face, "trust me it's nothing" he whispered, "Bobby" I said, "idk what to do" I said, "ok I promise from tomorrow I won't be sad" he said, I nodded n hugged him, my tears started rolling down my cheeks.

Day 50
It's been already 10 minutes since I've closed the store, "why isn't Bobby here?" I said, I took my car n went to his apartment, I arrived at his floor, i knocked his door, "Bobby plz open the door!" I yelled, he didn't answer, I hit his door again n again, "Bobby open the door rn!" I yelled, "Bobby!" I yelled loudly n cried, I hit his door, I kicked his door n kept crying, "Bobby" I yelled, the neighbour opened his door, "plz help me" I said, he broke the door, I ran to his room, he wasn't anywhere, I saw the balcony door open, I removed the curtains n saw Bobby sitting on the balcony wall, headphones on his ears I could hear his music, he couldn't hear me, he was smoking, "Bobby!" I yelled n pulled him, i saw him crying, his tears rolling down his cheeks, he smiled as he saw me, he smiled in pain, he removed his headphones, "y/n I'm alone do u know now why I eat those medicines" he said n teared up, "becuz I'm always fucked up!" He yelled, "everyone left me" he said, i shook my head n went right into his arms, I hugged him tightly, "Bobby stop" I said, "I-I'm with u" I said, "plz tell me I don't want to lose u plz" I said, "stay with me for the other 50 days becuz I can't handle this, I can't be away from u for any second" I said, "50 days..." He mumbled.