Notes - Sillie AU

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Millie

Dear Millie

If your reading this then I finally worked up the courage to end it. I know that you don't care about me but I need to tell you that I, Sadie Sink, am in love with you, Millie Bobby Brown. I have been since we met.

Have you ever noticed how I always fell for your tricks but never anyone else's. Or how I would let you and only you hurt me. How I'd play along with your games. I did this purposely. If I didn't you would be ridiculed. I played along with you games so you would be popular. So you would be happy.

I let you make my life hell because it made you happy. If it made you happy it was worth it. Anything for you.

Your probably not wondering what changed but I'm going to tell you anyway. It finally occurred to me that you might just be happier without me. That you didn't need me to be popular. The note I sent you just confirmed that. So I removed myself from your world. If it made you happy it was worth it.

Anything for you

Sadie Sink xxx

I was in tears. I felt terrible now. Her world revolves around me and I caused her to end it. I wanted to scream. It was my fault. Anything for me. That's what she said. I wasn't worth it. I wasn't worth anything. I know realised that's how I made her felt, like a nobody. The guilt piled on harder.

I was interrupted by a shout from my mum. "MILLIE"
"YES MOM"
"The hospital called, they said that she'll probably live. She missed her heart."

I sighed in relief. I was glad she was terrible at everything. She couldn't do anything right, not even kill herself, and was so glad for it. I had to visit her.

A/n

Yayyyy. What fun. Not.
Even shorter than the last one.

Word count: 330

Byeeeee