Hard Love

True love?

'Rydel's POV'

I watch Ell with smily face. He's smiling back. I wish nobody, not even mom, don't know about us. It would be really awkwart... I really need talk with Ross! Oh why he is so busy! I really need advices! But I understand... He really got Laura mad! But he's tryin'.

Ell watches me...

"Is something in my hair? I ask because I don't want silence"

"No... 'He turns his head"

I really hate when someone thinks I'm gorgeous... It's not nesessary... It's embarrassing...

I stare Ell, but he doesn't notice. GOOD!

"Do you want eggs Rydel? mom asks"

I nod

"Here you go sweetheart! mom says and put eggs to my plate"

I turn my head and watch my plate.

"Why you gave me eggs? You know I hate eggs!"

"You nodded darling... Mom says"

I didn't noticed cuz I stared Ell... I just nodded... Crazy, huh?

"Ell? Do you like eggs?"

He nods

"Ell?"

"What?" He ask

"Do you like eggs? Do you want these?"

"Sure!"

I raise, put my chair under the table, I take my plate, walk to mommy, give my plate to her and say "thanks" and I walk to my room.

I feel how Ell stared me when I walked to my room! It was magicial!

I hear someone! I think it's Ross! he open the door.

"Hi Rydel."

"Hi Ross! what brings you here?"

"You know Laura! she's your one of best friends. How I get Laura to me?"

"Do you say you're crush on her? I know you made her mad but I didn't know you have feelings!"

"I might be... Actually yes... no... I don't know! I really like her smile, the way she look at me, basically her everything! I can't imagine life without Laura..."

"Ross... Even I want help you, I can't... I just broke up with Calvin and now I don't know about Ell. I'm confused!"

He sits next to, we're sitting on my bed.

"Rydel? I say you the same advice what I tell to Ell, If you love him, say it, if you afrait tell it to him, you don't love him. True love is pretty amazing thing Del... You might have just one chance on it! Are you told to Ell about your feelings?"

I just hug him. I really love my brother! I feel how tight he hug me back... Pretty amazing moment to us.

"I told it yesterday's night"

"Now it's only about the time"

I move my hand to his hair and back and kinda pet him.

"When my lil bro got so smart?

"When he ment you about the first time"

Now my hand is at Ross's hairs and his hands is at my hairs.

We stop hugging and he leave. I fall to my bed. What did he mean? "It's all about the time?" Is there happening something before me and Ell start dating? This bothers me... Just that question!