Day 4: of this bullshit
Day: I ain't gon never stop lovin you, biitchI stayed up til 6 in the morning today thinkin bout you (like I'm frank ocean-) then I slept (😱 Zoë actually sleeps?! Ikr, that sleep shit was gross cuz I still woke up sad🤷🏽♀️) til 10:07 and made a couple of edits (if you wanna check them out go to my instagram @thick.booty_mara go show me some love since Elom won't😔💔) . Oop, it's currently 12:58 am and I came back to writing after I had a whole ass mental breakdown but I'm back and slightly better than ever🤷🏽♀️. But I'm such a love sick puppy y'all🥺. It's honestly crazy how much I actually love people, like even if they hurt me I'd deadass forgive them. And ik y'all are like "this bitch on that toxic dumb bitch juice💀" and I am🤪😂. But no for real I really need to change that about myself. Like I've been hurt way too many times by the people I love the most and it sucks cuz the don't even love me back *cough* Elom's bitchass *cough*, but imma continue to sip that dumb bitch juice til I run out of it and I'm probably gonna refill my cup with it cuz I'm DUMB, but guess what. Yesterday Robby called me out on his live😭💔 I honestly didn't expect him to read my message, but he probably noticed me from the groupchat💀. Speakin of the groupchat here are some screenshots from earlier😂
But I'm really tempted to make an Elom edit and this is not good for me. I've never been THIS in love before. Like I deadass cry over him. I FUCKIN SLEEP OVER THIS NIGGA AND ION EVER SLEEP😭. Man fuck this love bullshit. Only man imma love is my chicken nuggets😔 (jk cuz I'm still in love with his crusty ass). I really took a nap cuz I was sad🤦🏽♀️. Who am I turning into😂. But imma go cuz I'm hungry and I haven't eaten since 5. I'll see y'all tomorrow.
Stay Bad💔💋
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I love Jenny and Genesis with my whole heart😔💔. But Jenny was wild the other night😂Also Robby is so nice😭