married to a prince

chapter 4- Scared

Last night and this morning I had successfully drained myself from Amelia's memory as she hadn't said a word after last night I kinda felt relieved but inside I was still burdened, how will my life be now that I have a lot going on
I already have my own problem aside from my parents wanting to rule my life
I had a huge secret to keep and everyday I wake up feeling scared someone somehow would find out about everything and that might be the end of everything
I mean what other girl in this world wakes up in the morning everyday knowing she's different but still tries to fit in. if there's any then please I need directions to find that person maybe I would feel a little less scared
And here I was outside on a bench at the park thinking my head off
I was a little bit surprised when a single tear rolled down my face but I knew it was just the start of an overflowing of tears
In order to keep the tears from falling I quickly got my fone out and started playing word puzzle on it .that was my favorite game and I  felt it could keep me at Bay for a while
But still it wasn't enough half way down the puzzle I burst into tears
How has my life turned like this , why couldn't I live a normal life like every other girl out there, why so many complication, all these and more was what ran through my head

I was still crying with my head bowed and my fone carelessly hanging on my hand
I felt a hand on my shoulder
It's warmt made me shudder but I didn't bother looking up I was lost in my own depression I had no reason to bring my head up .
"You know crying doesn't solve anything"the voice said .
I just kept my head down while more tears ran down my face
"Time wasted on crying..... is more useful in solving whatever problem you have"
Yeah that got to me but still didn't feel like raising my head "well at least it takes away the pain for a while"I simply said .
To be honest that was a lie I kept telling myself the tears only made the pain worse it was of no use maybe the voice was right
I then decided to raise my head up to see who it was and believe me I was beyond shocked ..............

Who do you think it could be 😶
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