I don't know yet.

.....

I try to write, but I only feel emptiness
My life's going by and I can't try to fight
I wanna scream, but there's no voice
Empty, empty, empty
That's all I can feel

I'm ripping me out of me
I feel the self destruction
I only have automatic induction
My life has no more solution

I should try
But I know I'm on the point of no return
I'm lost and my strength is dying
The only thing I can do is allow me to sink