A new titan

Bruised not broken

I was staving I've been growing vegetables for the day but it's supper time now and carrots and broccoli not enough. I opened the door and didn't hear Beastboys cute laugh. I walked into the kitchen to see Raven leaning into Beastboy on the couch as he played video games.
"Ahh man Rae you made me die" he whined
"DONT CALL ME THAT" she screamed
"Jeez Rae it's just a nickname" he said trying to calm her down
"I SAID DONT ME THAT" she screamed as she threw him against a wall
"Are you kidding me you love it whenever y/n is around, and you call me LOGAN" he yelled back at her
Robin and star came in together;) and star kinda hid behind him. He was a lot taller than her even when she floated.
"SHE CAME IN HERE AND YOU LOOKED HAPPIER WHEN YOU WERE WITH HER. SO I GAVE YOU EVERYTHINGeverything so you'd still give me that green charm" she said banging beast boy around the room
I quickly put a wall around Raven so she lost sight of Beastboy and her mental death grip died off. He fell to the ground and tried to walk towards me. I shook my head and he stopped.
I let the vines shrivel and disappear that help Raven.
"Logan baby I'm sorry. I'm just stressed"Raven said moving towards him
" Stop Raven. You were just using me and my dude wants to get at y/n" he said keeping a distance between them
"Logan I just wanted us to have a thing so when I'm lonely or want some love you could be there when I need you. I don't want you in a relationship with y/n cause then you'll be loyal and won't be with me"she said pushing herself right up into him
"I don't want that I want someone who makes me happy when I'm near them. Someone who plays video games with me. Someone who's perfect for me and that's y/n"
"Whatever" Raven said floating away. As she turned the corner she stuck her mental hand and threw me across the room and just kept walking.
Beast boy ran over to me " hey are you okay"
"I'm hurt but not from Ravens tantrum" I said standing up
"From me" his face fell
"Yeah from you" I walked to the kitchen and grabbed a slice of pizza cyborg had ordered and went to my room.
Not even 20 minutes later a small knock was at my door. I ran over to it hoping for star or Robin but it was Beast Boy.
"Hey y/n please. Let me talk"he said putting his hand in the door so I couldn't close it
"Why your just gonna say your sorry and how Raven tricked you and you think I'm perfect for you" I said blocking the door with my body
"Can I just come in" he said
"No" I said not too sternly
But he took that as playful and picked me up and threw me on the bed with him overtop of me. Thank goodness the doors are automatic and the door closed. I would hate to have Robin of spent all that time holding me to walk by and see Beastboy on top of me.
"Beastboy stop" I said pushing him off of me
"What" he said playing dumb
"You hurt me and it didn't even seem like you cared"I felt tears welling up in my eyes
I knew now why it hurt so bad.
"I did care!!why would you think I didn't care that after I hurt you" he asked grabbing my hands
"You know me better then anyone else and you knew it hurt me but you didn't come after me. You didn't try to reason" I said not making eye contact. I just couldn't.
"Robin told us all to stay away he wouldn't let us go near your room. But I'm not sure I would've come if he didn't go. I thought maybe you'd hate me forever and that you'd need space" he pleaded
"But you knew I hate goodbyes and people leaving unannounced cause my mom" tears just came pouring out when I talked about my mom.
He held me as I cried telling him about my mom missing all my birthdays her and my dad fighting over me. Them actually battling each other and dad almost killing mom.
"It's okay mama"his deep voice whispered in my ear.
I knew I was still mad at him but he was just so freaking hot and I needed to stop being mad at him. I pushed him down so I was straddling his hip and he was flat in his back. I rubbed my hands over his shirt pulling it up exposing his green abs. He growled as his hands went from my hips to my ass. He sat up and pulled his shirt back down.
"What are you not attracted to me" I said getting off him
"No mama not at all I can't stand not doing this"he replied pulling me back to him
"Then what. Every time I try to you say I'm hurt but you went straight to Raven and boned her"
"You are hurt baby,last time was physical now it's mental. I hurt you and I don't want US to be pain and fake. I want us to be real."
I smiled and fell asleep cuddling with him