how to let go

460 8 6
                                    



i'm back
       sorry if it takes to long
for my Updates

i was at the hospital for the last weeks cauze my stupid ashma keep-

    just enjoy......And dont worry i'm fine now





    y/n

  I push all the people out of the crowd and Swing the door open I let out a "fuck" In my breaths as I sat down in a bench

     tumingin ako sa Ulap, Before sipping my already gone bottle of beer.....i rolled my eyes and put it down

   Going back where i was Looking, then suddenly Tears started Going down On my cheeks

     i cover my mouth as I started to tremble

   i did'nt Love you face the truth y/n

   i shut my eyes Shut, Letting more tears Flow down

    Naawa lang ako sayo, Plus my heart was already taken by a girl.....And that girl is not you-

  goodbye- and thank you for the Whole Years....I waste my time for nothing

    the Noise that i was Trying not to be Heard by people was  heard (yung kapag Iiyak ka-may hagulgol thats what i mean;)

   making some of them Look at me some are worried, some are Shits that wasn't gaving shits about me

  

  kurt

     I run my fingers to my hair as i felt the Cold air hits me, I glared as I started walking my way back at my apartment

      I kicks some Small Rocks on the way as i was thinking some stuffs todo once i got Back home

  "mhmm...sue it I'm gonna meet my bed as soon na makabalik ako ." Napahinto ako sa paglalakad ng Mapukaw ng attention Koyung babaeng crying her heart out

  lumapit ako sakanya with a smile at kinuha mula sa Bulsa koyung Panyo

  at inabot sakanya tumingin naman to saakin

  "You okey?.....i'm kurt btw" dipadin to nagsalita, pero kinuha ko kamay nito at binigay sakanya yung panyo

"Stop crying...Meron kabang place na pwedeng mong puntahan sasamahan kita.." i gave her a smile, She just shake her head napakunot naman Noo ko

  "i dont have a p-place t-to s-stay in..."

  "then come with me you can stay at my place aslong as you want...." before she can protest ay hinawakan kona Yung kamay nya at hinila sya making her stand up

  bigla naman tong tumigil

"k-kurt....i'm y-y/n"








-
z
z
-
-
z
z
-
-
z
z
-

z





    "y/n.....Bilisan Mo magsisimula nayung Palabas!"

  "wait lang......" i turn my gaze at the kitchen entrance seeing her already walking to the sofa

  "usog..." i smiled and Pulled her In my arms covering Both of us a blanket

   "this better be a good one kurt..." she gave me one of her playful Glare

"trust me babe...its Gonna be Awsome..."

     "eh ano ba kasi full name mo..."

"paco ang pangalan ko...pero ang totoong pangalan ko neil"

"hahaha...Kayapala...Sa tagalog paco sa english neil..galing din magpangalan ng mga magulang mo eh noh?!?!"

   "dikopotandaYung movie name pero.yan Puyung kayna vice at coco yung kasama sina awra"

  Tumingin naman ako kay y/n na tawa ng tawa

"tangina, ang benta saakin...." Pinunasan Nito Yung kunting luha na nasa mata nya gawa ng pagtawa nya ng sobra

i smiled at Mas lalong tinignan ang magandang Mukha nito

  "Love! focus on the movie not In my face...."

   " i love you..."

she smiled and kiss my nose

"love you too"

y/n

    Tumingin ako sa sleeping state nito, I run my hands to his soft black hair

  "i'm sorry kurt.....you deserve better..."









kurt

<ikeepchangingPOVwthc?!?>

   I closed the door behind me Leaving my shoes beside the door

  "babe i'm home....gosh it was raining hard outside..." I notice how the place was quite

  i Look at the sala's and saw the t.v was On but no one was there

  "babyyy!!!....." i call one more, papasok nasana ako sa Kabilang kwarto ng makarinig ako ng.malakas na bang sa Valcony

"what the heck??!...." Narinig konanaman to napatingin ako dito

"fuck....Dont tell me-" agad akong tumakbo sa valcony Opening the Door frame seeing her Stepping close at the eaged

"y/n!!.....dont do it!" napatingin naman to, her shakey hands was on her Clothed chest grabbing it tightly

  "kurt?...anong ginagawa mo dito!?"

  "I saw you thats why! now Take my hand and lets go back inside.....baby please..." i reach My hand out for her, The lighting was Bursting, Wind was Blowing
but i did'nt mind it

  "No kurt....I-i Learn that I'm still not moved on about...him ....i need to end my Life kurt...Eto lang ang best way for me and you..."

"NO!...dont say that....!"

"you dont understand..."

  "bakit, was i not enough ha!!!.."

  "no...That wasn't it you were An angel Babe....you deserve better...."

"babe no! i only want you....so stop saying shits and take my hand!" I walk forwad, Trying to grab her but she keep stepping back

   as she was about to reach the very end she smiled at me

  "tell me a story kurt......"

"a story to, how to let go"

  "Y/N!!!!!!!!!!!"










  with just a blink of an eye she was gone
sirents and Crowds where everywere
her lifeless body was Lying there at Road Floor

 

 

        thats the story That was still Unable to put period In The end~Kurt bautista






   

      
   


   

I M A G I N E ||kurt bautista✔||Where stories live. Discover now